SOMETIME LATER
CLARISSA 'S POV / THOUGHTS
I COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT DEAN WAS MY JONATHAN AFTER ALL THIS TIME , AND THAT HE LOVES ME AFTER ALL THESE YEARS ......... I DON'T DESERVE HIM , BECAUSE I'M BROKEN AND UN - FIXABLE , BUT HE STILL LOVES ME ...........
I WAS STILL IN HIS ARMS WHEN WE WERE TALKING AND MAKING OUT , WHEN I STARTED GETTING VERY SLEEPY AND KEPT YAWNING A LOT . ALL'S I WANTED TO DO RIGHT NOW WAS GO LAY DOWN AND SLEEP , BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE JONATHAN , BECAUSE HE MADE ME FEEL REALLY SAFE IN HIS ARMS .
I YAWNED AGAIN TRYING TO HIDE MY YAWN WHEN HE SAW ME AND ASKED .........
PRINCESS ARE YOU TIRED ? YOU WANT TO GO TO LAY DOWN AND REST ....?
I'M FINE MOXIE ......... *****YAWNING AGAIN ***** I DON'T WANT TO MOVE RIGHT NOW ....... BECAUSE I'M COMFY RIGHT HERE ......... AND YOUR CUDDLY AND SQUISHY !!! ***** I POKED HIS CHEEK'S THAT REMINDED ME OF A CHIPMUNK WITH DIMPLES *****
HA HA ..... BUT I AM NOT SQUISHY ......... AND YOU MY DEAR PRINCESS ARE TIRED . SO YOU ARE GOING TO GO TO BED .........
NUT - UHN ...... WANNA STAY RIGHT HERE WITH YOU . I DON'T WANT TO LET GO . CUDDLY AND FINALLY ALL MINE **** I SAID SMILING HALF ASLEEP IN HIS ARMS ****
NEXT THING I KNOW I'M BEING CARRIED INTO A BEDROOM ON THE BUS , AND PUT INTO BED AND COVERED UP . JONATHAN SAID HE WOULD BE RIGHT BACK SINCE I DIDN'T WANT TO LET HIM GO ..............
AFTER HE LEFT I WAS ALMOST FULLY ASLEEP WHEN I HEARD HIM SAY TO ME
CLARISSA HONEY DO YOU WANT TO PUT SOMETHING ELSE ON TO SLEEP IN OR ARE YOU OKAY SLEEPING LIKE THAT ?
MMMMMM ............. JUST A SHIRT PLEASE ........
JONATHAN WENT AND GOT ME ONE OF MY OLD SHIRTS HE HAD KEPT ALL THESE YEARS . I HAD FORGOTTEN HE EVEN HAD IT ACTUALLY . WHEN HE GAVE IT TO ME IT SMELLED LIKE HIM , AND THAT MADE ME SMILE .
SO I TOOK OFF MY PANTS AND OTHER SHIRT , AND GOT COMFY IN THE SHIRT JONATHAN JUST GAVE ME , THEN I LAID BACK DOWN AGAIN ........
JONATHAN KISSED MY FOREHEAD AND WENT TO LEAVE ME SO I COULD REST .......... I GRABBED HIS HAND AND ASKED SWEETLY ...........
MOXIE ............? STAY PLEASE ................ DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE ......... PLEASE ?
I'LL STAY PRINCESS . I DIDN'T PLAN ON LEAVING YOU ALONE BABY . NEVER AGAIN YOUR MINE NOW , AND I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU UP ANYTIME SOON . I WAS JUST GOING TO TELL JOEY WE WERE GOING TO SLEEP , AND TO KEEP THE NOISE DOWN . I WILL BE RIGHT BACK , I PROMISE .
YOU PROMISE MOXIE ?
I PROMISE PRINCESS ......... ****HE KISSED ME AGAIN AND THEN MY FOREHEAD **** I'LL BE RIGHT BACK .........
JON'S / DEAN'S POV AND THOUGHTS
I FELT LIKE A HUGE WEIGHT HAD LIFTED OFF MY SHOULDER'S , AFTER WE BOTH TOLD EACH OTHER HOW WE FINALLY FELT ABOUT EACH OTHER . I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE CLARISSA IN MY LIFE AGAIN . I'VE NEVER FORGOTTEN HER EVEN AFTER SHE LEFT YEARS AGO . I ALWAYS WONDERED WHAT HAPPENED TO HER , AND IF THE GUYS KNEW WHERE SHE WENT OFF TO ...........
AND SHE WAS RIGHT WE HAVE ALWAYS IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER BELONGED TO EACH OTHER . WE BOTH LOVED TO TORMENT THE OTHER TO NO END , AND WOULDN'T TAKE THE OTHERS SHIT ABOUT IT . WE WERE ALWAYS CLOSE LIKE THAT , AND I GUESS WE WERE BOTH JUST SCARED THAT THE OTHER DIDN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY . BUT NOW I'VE FINALLY GOT THE ONE WOMAN WHOM I'VE NEVER REALLY FORGOTTEN , NOR EVER GOTTEN OVER EVEN AFTER SHE LEFT BECAUSE OF JOEY .
