THE NEXT MORNING
CLARISSA'S POV AND THOUGHT'S
I WOKE UP FROM THE MOST PEACEFUL SLEEP I EVER HAD TO FIND I WAS WRAPPED IN SOMEONES STRONG MUSCLED ARMS . I ALMOST PANICKED UNTIL I SAW WHO THEY BELONGED TO , THEN I SMILE AND RELAXED AGAINST HIS CHEST AGAIN .
I COULDN'T BELIEVE JONATHAN FINALLY TOLD ME HOW HE FELT ABOUT ME AFTER ALL THESE YEARS . AND THAT I WAS ALWAYS HIS GIRL , EVEN WHEN I WAS WITH JOEY YEARS AGO . I KNEW HOW I ALWAYS FELT ABOUT HIM BUT I NEVER THOUGHT , HE FELT THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME BACK THEN , EVEN NOW .
YESTERDAY ALL SEEMED LIKE ONE BIG DREAM TO ME . BETWEEN THE HORROR'S OF WHAT DREW , AND HEATH DID TO ME ........ TO WHEN JOEY AND MOXIE FOUND ME , AND MOXIE TOLD ME EVERYTHING ABOUT WHO HE REALLY WAS , AND HOW HE'S FELT ABOUT ME ALL THESE YEARS ...........
I AM STILL WORRIED THOUGH BECAUSE , I STILL HAVE TO BREAK THINGS OFF WITH DREW SINCE WE ARE ENGAGED AND ALL THAT . HOPEFULLY DREW AND HEATH WONT CAUSE A SCENE BUT KNOWING THOSE TWO , THEY WILL AND IT WONT BE THE LAST OF IT , EVEN AFTER I BREAK THINGS OFF WITH THEM .
I MUST HAVE STARTED SHAKING A LITTLE BECAUSE I FELT JONATHAN TIGHTEN HIS ARMS AROUND ME , AND NIBBLE AT MY NECK AND ASK ME WHAT'S WRONG
PRINCESS WHAT'S WRONG BABY ?
JUST THINKING ........
ABOUT WHAT ? *** *** HE WAS STILL NIBBLING AT MY NECK *** ***
EVERYTHING ......... YOU KNOW THAT WHEN I BREAK THINGS OFF WITH DREW , THAT HE ISN'T GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT .......... NEITHER IS HEATH , SINCE THEY BOTH SEEM TO THINK I BELONG TO BOTH OF THEM .......... WHEN REALLY I DON'T BELONG TO EITHER ONE OF THEM ...........
DAMN RIGHT YOU DON'T BELONG TO THEM !!!! YOU BELONG TO ME , YOU SAID IT YOURSELF YOU ALWAYS HAVE !!!!! AND ALWAYS WILL TOO ! WE'LL HANDLE DREW AND HEATH PRINCESS . DON'T WORRY ABOUT THEM . I'LL GO WITH YOU WHEN YOU BREAK THINGS OFF WITH DREW , SO WILL ANY OF THE OTHER BOYS IF YOU WANT . I'M SURE AFTER LAST NIGHT THEY ALL KNOW THAT WE ARE NOW TOGETHER , SINCE THE GIRLS WERE HERE WHEN I TOLD JOEY WE WENT TO BED . AND YOU KNOW HOW THEY ASK A MILLION QUESTIONS WHEN IT COMES TO YOU ......... I JUST TOLD THEM I'D TELL THEM LATER OR TO ASK JOEY , AND HE COULD EXPLAIN IT . BUT I WAS GOING TO BED WITH THE ONE WOMAN I'VE ALWAYS LOVED , AND NEVER GOTTEN OVER OR FORGOTTEN MEANING YOU PRINCESS .
OH ........ BUT JONATHAN WHAT AM I GOING TO DO NOW ? I MEAN I CAN'T STAY HERE ANYMORE ......... I CAN'T RISK BEING AROUND THEM AND PUTTING MYSELF IN DANGER LIKE THAT AGAIN ......... I ......... I ........ DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU AGAIN , BUT I DON'T THINK I HAVE A CHOICE THIS TIME ........ I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU AGAIN AFTER WE JUST FOUND EACH OTHER AGAIN , AND FINALLY CONFESSED HOW WE FELT ABOUT EACH OTHER AFTER ALL THIS TIME MOXIE ............ I ........ JUST........... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO .............
SSSSHHHHHH ........... PRINCESS IT'S OK .......... I UNDERSTAND . AND IF YOU NEED TO LEAVE , I'LL TAKE SOME TIME OFF AND GO WITH YOU . YOU NEED TO DO WHAT YOU FEEL IS BEST FOR YOU RIGHT NOW . I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO EITHER , BUT YOU'RE MORE IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW BABY . I DON'T WANT YOU GETTING HURT OVER THIS EITHER , AND IF YOU FEEL YOU NEED TO GO THEN I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU , AND SUPPORT YOU IN YOUR CHOICES . BESIDES WE CAN ALWAYS VISIT EACH OTHER RIGHT ? PLUS THERE IS THE PHONE AND SKYPE AND OTHER WAYS OF SEEING EACH OTHER AND TALKING .......... I KNOW IT'S NOT THE SAME AS HAVING YOU IN MY ARMS LIKE THIS BUT , I'LL TAKE YOU HOWEVER I CAN HAVE YOU PRINCESS . YOUR SAFETY COMES FIRST RIGHT NOW CLARISSA .
BUT ........ BUT ......... MOXIE .......... **** HE KISSED ME AGAIN TO SHUT ME UP ****
NO BUT'S PRINCESS . I'LL STAND BY WHATEVER YOU DECIDE TO DO . YOU MEAN TO MUCH TO ME AND I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT I AM . SO WHEN EVER YOU WANT TO GO DEAL WITH THOSE TWO I'LL BE WITH YOU , AS WILL WHOEVER ELSE YOU WANT TO GO WITH YOU , SO THEY WON'T TRY TO HURT YOU BABY . IF THEY DO THEY WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH ME FIRST , AND I'M SURE SETH AND ROMAN AS WELL AS JOEY AND THE REST OF THE GUYS AS WELL . YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ALL OF THEM AS WELL . BUT YOU MY DEAR SWEET CLARISSA MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND SO MUCH MORE . I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D EVER DO WITHOUT YOU NOW IN MY LIFE SINCE YOU CAME BACK INTO MY LIFE AGAIN . YOUR MY EVERYTHING AND SO MUCH MORE PRINCESS ..........
