CLARISSA'S POV
I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE SO I JUST BROKE DOWN AND COLLAPSED ONTO THE GROUND BELOW ME . I COULDN'T STAND TO SEE ALL THE GUYS PITY AND CONCERN FOR ME . I KNEW THAT THIS WAS SOMETHING I WOULD HAVE TO DO AND FACE ALONE HEAD ON THIS TIME ON MY OWN . THERE WAS NOTHING ANYONE OF THEM COULD DO TO HELP ME NOW ............
I KNEW JAY BLACKHAWK WAS NEARBY AND I COULD TELL HE WAS FEELING WHAT I WAS FEELING SINCE WE WERE ALWAYS JOINT AT THE HIP AND LIKE TWINS ALMOST SINCE WE COULD FEEL EACH OTHERS PAINS . I MUST HAVE BEEN SO LOST IN MY HURT AND PAIN RIGHT NOW THAT I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE WHEN JAY BLACKHAWK CAME OVER TO SIT BESIDE ME ON THE GROUND TAKING ME INTO HIS ARMS AND JUST HELD ONTO ME TO LET ME KNOW IT WAS OKAY AND THAT HE WAS THERE FOR ME LIKE ALWAYS .
LITTLE DOE ........ CLARISSA ...... HONEY LOOK AT ME PLEASE .........?
I SHOOK MY HEAD BECAUSE I KNEW HE WAS GOING TO LOOK AT ME WITH HURT AND PITY IN HIS EYES I COULDN'T FACE THAT RIGHT NOW .......
LITTLE DOE PLEASE ....... LOOK AT ME ...........
I LOOKED AT MY OLD TIME FRIEND JAY BLACKHAWK THROUGH MY HAIR THAT SHIELDED MY FACE FROM EVERYONE ELSE SO ONLY JAY COULD SEE MY FACE . HE PUSHED MY HAIR AWAY AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AND WE TALKED IN OUR NATIVE TONGUES SO THE OTHERS COULDN'T UNDERSTAND ..........
**** THEIR TALK IS GOING TO BE WRITTEN IN ENGLISH SO YOU CAN READ IT AND UNDERSTAND WITH OUT USING A TRANSLATOR ****
HONEY YOU NEED TO BE STRONG . WHOEVER IS DOING THIS IS TRYING TO MAKE YOU BREAK AGAIN SWEETHEART . YOU NEED TO BE STRONGER THEN THEY ARE AND YOU NEED TO FACE THIS ON YOUR OWN THIS TIME .
JAY I KNOW .......... BUT WHY BRING AERIK INTO THIS ? HE NEVER HURT ANYONE HE WAS ONLY 8 DAYS OLD JAY ...... . 8 DAYS OLD ! ! ! ! ! DO THEY REALLY WANT ME TO BREAK THAT BADLY THEY BRING UP THE ONE PERSON THAT WAS TRULY MY OWN ....... THE ONE PERSON WHO I'VE ALWAYS HELD NEAR AND DEAR TO MY HEART EVEN NOW AFTER ALL THIS TIME ? THEN TO EMBEARASS ME IN FRONT OF ALL MY CO WORKERS AND PEERS THAT PISSES ME OFF EVEN MORE ........ I CAN'T DEAL WITH SEEING THEIR FACES RIGHT NOW JAY I CAN'T ...... I NEED TO ......... I NEED TO ........
WHAT LITTLE DOE ....... ?WHAT DO YOU NEED TO DO ?
I NEED TO GO TO THE GRAVEYARD . I NEED TO DO SOMETHING , I NEED TO GO AND DO SOMETHING ELSE ........... THEN I NEED TO GO FACE ONE OF MY MANY DEMONS BY GOING TO GRANNY'S HOUSE AND FACING THE ONE MAN I DESPISE MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF .........
LITTLE DOE YOU DON'T MEAN YOUR GOING TO FACE THAT PIECE OF TRASH UNCLE WHO PUT YOU THROUGH HELL ALL THOSE YEARS ......... THE MAN WHO ...........
STOP JAY ............ JUST STOP RIGHT THERE ............. AND YES I DO MEAN THAT SAME THING ..... I NEED TO DO THIS . SOMETHING IS TELLING ME IF I DO THEN I WILL BE MUCH STRONGER THAN IN THE PAST AND I WILL DEFEATE THIS DEMON COMING FOR ME NOW .......... AND THIS TIME ..............THIS TIME I HAVE TO GO ALONE AND DO THIS . I NEED TO KNOW WHY JAY ...... IT'S BEEN YEARS JAY ............ AND I NEED TO KNOW WHY .......... WHY HE PUT ME THROUGH HELL ALL THOSE YEARS ....... WHY HE WOULDN'T SAVE AERICK BY SIGNING THOSE PAPERS FOR ME .
BUT CLARISSA .......... LITTLE DOE ......
NO BUTS JAY ! ! ! ! ! ..... I NEED TO DO THIS AND I HAVE TO DO IT ALONE . THIS IS ONLY THE START OF THINGS ........ YOU KNOW THIS AS WELL AS I DO . BESIDES I KNOW IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ME YOU OF ALL PEOPLE WOULD FEEL IT BECAUSE WE SHARE OUR PAINS LIKE WE WERE TWINS OR SOMETHING .
ROMANS POV
I KIND OF GOT PARTS OF THEIR CONVERSATION SINCE THEY WERE SPEAKING SO FLUENTLY IN THEIR NATIVE TONGUE . I CAUGHT BITS AND PIECES WHICH I COULD PIECE TOGETHER AND MAKE UP THE CONVERSATION ...........
