JON / DEAN'S POV
WELL WE BOTH WENT IN SEARCH OF FINDING CLARISSA / TWINKLES TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS ALL RIGHT AND DREW DIDN'T HURT HER EVEN MORE . IT WAS IMPORTANT WE FOUND HER BEFORE DREW HAD THE CHANCE TO INFLICT MORE HARM ON HER .
WE ALL SAW THE BRUISES ON HER ARMS THAT WERE FADING BUT SHE TRIED TO KEEP HIDDEN FROM US . SHE HAS BEEN GOING THROUGH HELL ALL OVER AGAIN , EVER SINCE DREW ASKED HER TO MARRY HIM AND SHE ACCEPTED HIS PROPOSAL . EVEN HEATH HAS BEEN ACTING WEIRD AROUND HER AND THAT HAS GOT US ALL BUGGED . BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE BETWEEN HEATH AND DREW THEY KEEP CLARISSA TO THEMSELVES ........
I'M SO GLAD JOEY TOLD ME ABOUT WHERE I KNEW CLARISSA FROM . AFTER I KNEW WHERE I KNEW HER FROM I FELT RELIEVED TO KNOW I WAS RIGHT , AND I WASN'T IMAGINING HER BEING THE OLD CLARISSA WE ALL USE TO KNOW AND LOVE . AND I TRULY LOVE HER . I KNOW THAT NOW ......... GUESS I ALWAYS HAVE BUT WAS TO AFRAID TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT , BECAUSE BACK THEN SHE WAS WITH JOEY , AND I DIDN'T WANT TO MESS UP OUR FRIENDSHIP .
I WAS LOOKING FOR CLARISSA WHEN I HEARD HER SOFT CRIES AND THEN SAW HER CURLED UP IN A BALL IN THE CORNER OF THE HALLWAY WHERE NO ONE WAS BETWEEN THE EQUIPMENT BOXES ...........
SHE LOOKED SO SMALL AND FRAGILE SITTING THERE LIKE THAT .......... I ALSO NOTICED SHE HAD FRESH MARKS ON HER ARMS AND FACE . THAT PISSED ME OFF EVEN MORE THAN I ALREADY WAS ........ SO I SAW JOEY AND MOTIONED FOR HIM TO COME HERE , AND TO BE QUIET BUT TO LOOK AT HER BEFORE WE WENT OVER TO HER .........
JOEY SAW THE SAME THING I DID AND HE WAS JUST AS PISSED AS I WAS ........ HOW COULD DREW AND HEATH DO THAT TO HER ? I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT .............. THEY NEED A BEAT DOWN AND BOTH JOEY AND I WOULD DO IT , OR IF NOT ME AND JOEY , THEN ME , ROMAN , AND SETH WOULD .
SO WE BOTH WENT OVER TO HER AND SAT ON EACH SIDE OF HER AND LET HER CRY IT OUT ........... WE EVEN TOOK THE PUNCHES SHE THREW AT US , BECAUSE WE KNEW SHE NEEDED THIS RIGHT NOW ...........
JOEY'S POV
OH MY GOD ......... I'M GOING TO KILL DREW AND HEATH FOR HURTING TWINKLES . WHAT THE HELL POSSESSED THEM TO LEAVE MARKS ON HER . SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG ..........
SEEING HER LIKE THIS BROKE MY HEART , AND I KNOW JON WANTS TO KILL THEM ABOUT NOW AFTER SEEING HER LIKE THIS .......... I KNOW HOW JON FEELS ABOUT CLARISSA , AND TO BE HONEST I THINK SHE FEELS THE SAME ABOUT HIM , SINCE THEY OBVIOUSLY FLIRT BUT IN A FRIENDLY WAY SINCE SHE'S WITH DREW , AND HEATH , WELL MORE DREW THAN HEATH .
WE BOTH DECIDED TO WALK OVER SLOWLY TO HER AND SIT ON EACH SIDE OF HER AND LET HER CRY HER HEART OUT , AND TAKE THE PUNCHES SHE WAS THROWING OUR WAY . SHE NEEDED TO LET THIS ALL OUT , AND WE JUST SAT THERE WITH OUR ARMS AROUND HER LETTING HER LET IT ALL GO .
JON LOOKED AT ME AND I LOOKED AT HIM AND WE KNEW SHE HAD TO LEAVE . THERE WAS NO OTHER CHOICE NOW . NOT AFTER THIS ........ WE HAD TO GET HER AWAY FROM DREW AND HEATH AND THIS ABUSE THEY WERE ENFLICTING ON HER .
AFTER SHE CALMED DOWN SOME SHE PUT HER HEAD ON JON'S CHEST AND ASKED .........
WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN ? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG ........ HE PROMISED ME HE WOULD STOP ........ THEY BOTH DID .......... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME THAT I CANT FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME , AND WON'T HURT ME ? MAYBE I DON'T DESERVE TO BE LOVED BECAUSE I'M SUCH A BAD PERSON ........ BUT I JUST ........ I JUST ..........
JON HAD HER HEAD LAYING ON HIS CHEST AND WAS RUNNING HIS ONE HAND THROUGH HER HAIR WHILE RUBBING HER BACK AT THE SAME TIME . IT BROKE MY HEART TO SEE HER LIKE THIS AND SAYING WHAT SHE JUST SAID ..........
