DR . DOUG'S POV
AFTER GETTING HER SETTLED AGAIN AND LOOKING AT THE SKETCHES IN THE BOOK SHE TOLD ME TO , I KNEW THEN I HAD TO GO DIFFUSE THE DREW BOMB , HOWEVER I COULD . SHE NEEDED TO REST AND RELAX AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE . BECAUSE IF I KNEW CLARISSA AS WELL AS I THOUGHT I DID , AS SOON AS SHE HAD THE CHANCE TO SHE WOULD RUN AGAIN . AND THIS TIME MYSELF AND THE REST OF THE GUYS ARE NOT HAVING HER RUN FROM THINGS LIKE THIS AGAIN . SHE NEEDS TO FACE THEM HEAD ON AND THAT'S WHAT WE ARE GOING TO HELP HER DO ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THIS TIME . EVEN IF WE HAVE TO TIE HER DOWN TO MAKE HER DO IT .
AFTER I LEFT HER ROOM I ASKED THE GUYS TO FOLLOW ME DOWN THE HALLWAY INTO ONE OF MY OFFICES HERE AT THE HOSPITAL . THEY BOTH FOLLOWED ME AND SAT WHEN INSTRUCTED TO DO SO ....... THEY BOTH LOOKED NERVOUS AND ANXIOUS TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WITH CLARISSA , AND IF SHE WAS OK . SO I DECIDED TO PLAY WITH THEM A LITTLE BIT BEFORE TELLING THEM WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON WITH EVERYTHING , AND FINDING OUT WHY DREW REACTED LIKE HE DID ....... HE REALLY HAD NO IDEA HOW MUCH HE HURT HER JUST NOW AND HOW UPSET SHE REALLY WAS . AND THAT REALLY PISSED ME OFF TO KNOW DREW HURT HER THAT BADLY.
I ASKED BOTH YOU BOYS IN HERE TO FIND OUT , IF YOUR TRYING TO SET BACK HER RECOVERY MORE THEN IT ALREADY HAS BEEN FROM JOEY'S LITTLE VISIT ????? I CAN TELL YOU SHE DOES NOT NEED THE ADDED DRAMA RIGHT NOW , BECAUSE IT'S CLEARLY STRESSING HER OUT MORE , AND IT'S MAKING HER SICKER AND MORE FRAGILE THAN SHE ALREADY IS.
DREW YOU NEED TO STOP ACTING THIS WAY WHEN YOU SEE HER WITH ANOTHER MAN AROUND. SHE'S FRAGILE AND SHE HAS A LOT OF GUY FRIENDS . SHE ONLY LOVES YOU MAN .... SHE TOLD ME WHEN JOEY KISSED HER , THAT ALL SHE COULD THINK ABOUT WAS YOU AND SHE LITERALLY GOT SICK FROM HIM KISSING HER LIKE THAT. SO SHE SLUGGED HIM GOOD . THIS THING WITH HIM ...... IT'S ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE DREW , AND YOU NEED TO NOT BE LIKE YOU WERE EARLIER WHEN SHE TOLD YOU WHAT HAPPENED . SHE THINK'S YOU DON'T WANT HER ANYMORE AND SHES REALLY TORN UP OVER IT. SHE FEELS LIKE HER LIFE IS FALLING APART AND SHE CANT PICK UP THE PIECES THIS TIME ....... ACTUALLY SHE WANTS TO RUN AWAY AGAIN ........ AND GIVE UP ALL TOGETHER ON EVERYTHING . THAT'S WHY I'M TELLING YOU THIS . SHE ASKED ME TO RELEASE HER FROM THE HOSPITAL SO SHE COULD GET AWAY FOR A WHILE , WHICH MEANS SHE WANTS TO RUN AGAIN ........... AND I'M NOT ABOUT TO LET HER DO THAT THIS TIME .!!!!! SHE NEEDS TO FACE HER PROBLEM'S HEAD ON THIS TIME . WE CAN'T LET HER RUN , AND THAT'S WHAT SHE'S GOING TO DO THE FIRST CHANCE SHE GET'S . I'VE KNOWN HER ALL HER LIFE AND THAT'S HER WAY OF COPING WITH THINGS , BESIDES THE SELF HARM WHICH I PRAY BY GOD SHE DOESN'T DO EVER AGAIN . SHE NEARLY DIED THE LAST TIME SHE DID DO THAT ........
ALSO I'M TELLING YOU NOW DREW , THAT WHEN I DO RELEASE HER FROM HERE SHE WILL HAVE ONE OF THE GUYS WITH HER CONSTANTLY , SINCE SHE WILL TRY TO RUN LIKE I SAID. NOW I'M NOT ASKING YOU, I'M TELLING YOU EITHER MAN UP AND ACCEPT THIS AND BE WITH HER THE WAY SHE DESERVES A MAN TO BE WITH HER , OR JUST DON'T BOTHER AT ALL . SHE'S WAY TO FRAGILE AND TO SPECIAL TO ALL OF US TO GET HURT AGAIN . AND I KNOW HER TOO WELL TO KNOW THAT SHE WON'T BE ABLE TO HANDLE ANOTHER REJECTION AGAIN LIKE WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE ......... SHE'S BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH HELL IN HER LIFETIME , AND SHE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY . ITS LONG OVERDUE FOR HER.
I THREW THE SKETCHES AT HIM IN THE BOOK THEN AND TOLD HIM .........
HERE .......... SHE DID THEM AND TOLD ME THEY WERE FOR ALL OF US . TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE DREW ........ TAKE A GOOD CLOSE LOOK AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE THERE , BECAUSE THAT LITTLE WOMAN LAYING BACK IN THAT HOSPITAL BED MOST DEFINATLY LOVES YOU MAN. SHE'S HEARTBROKEN THINKING YOU DON'T WANT HER ANYMORE........ SHE WANTED TO DIE........ DO YOU HEAR ME , SHE ALMOST GAVE UP AND WANTED TO DIE BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU ACTED.... I'M NOT HAVING THAT !!!!!! I DRAW THE LINE THERE , SHE'S NOT ONLY MY PATIENT BUT SHE'S ALSO ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS , AND LIKE A LITTLE SISTER TO ME. I REFUSE TO SEE HER SUFFERING IN THAT MUCH HURT AND PAIN AGAIN. I CAN'T AND WON'T LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. IT'S BREAKING MY HEART SEEING HER THIS WAY JUST AS MUCH AS THE REST OF YOU I'M SURE. I'VE KNOWN HER LONGER THEN YOU , BUT WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AS MUCH AS YOU TWO DO, THEN YOU DON'T EVER LET GO OF THAT LOVE . AND YOU WORK OUT YOUR DIFFERENCES BETWEEN YOURSELVES . NOT RUN LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU DID EARLIER .........
