A FEW MONTH'S LATER ON TOUR WITH WWE
DEAN'S POV AND THOUGHT'S
IT'S BEEN A FEW MONTH'S NOW SINCE THE GIRL'S HAVE BEEN BACK . THEY HAVE BEEN LIKE DIFFERENT PEOPLE SINCE CLARISSA CAME ON THE ROAD WITH THEM . I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT CLARISSA IS AN AMAZING WOMAN , WHO HAS BROUGHT LIFE BACK TO THE GIRLS AGAIN . I'M HAPPY TO SEE THAT THE GIRLS ARE HAPPY AGAIN AND CARE FREE . WE ALL HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW CLARISSA BETTER , AND WELL I HAVE A STRANGE FEELING I KNOW HER FROM SOMEWHERE BUT CANT PLACE WHERE FROM ....... ALSO CLARISSA AND DREW HAVE BEEN HAVING A LOT OF PROBLEMS IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP LATELY .....
I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF WHERE I KNEW CLARISSA FROM BEFORE BECAUSE SHE LOOKED SO FAMILIAR TO ME , BUT FOR SOME REASON I COULDN'T REMEMBER HER . BUT SOMETHING KEPT NAGGING AT ME , TELLING ME I KNEW HER . SO I THOUGHT I WOULD ASK MY OLD FRIEND JOEY MORE ABOUT HER SINCE THEY SEEM TO HAVE A PAST TOGETHER ........ AND HE SEEM'S TO KNOW HER BETTER ..........
I HAD TO FIND OUT WHERE I KNEW HER FROM . THIS WAS REALLY BUGGING ME NOW , AND I FELT SOMETHING FOR HER LIKE I HAVEN'T FELT IN MANY YEARS . IT'S WEIRD HOW I FELT LIKE SHE KNEW ME BEFORE ......... THERE WAS ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON WHO EVER MADE ME FEEL LIKE THAT , BUT SHE LEFT YEARS AGO ....... COULD IT BE ........ THAT CLARISSA , AND SHE ARE THE SAME PERSON ? I'LL HAVE TO FIND OUT BECAUSE THIS IS REALLY MAKING ME CRAZY NOT KNOWING .........
UNTIL I FIND OUT I WILL JUST PLAY THE FRIEND ROLE . WHO KNOW'S MAYBE IF I'M LUCKY ENOUGH SHE WILL FALL FOR ME ......... AND HAVE THE SAME FEELING'S I DO FOR HER RIGHT NOW . I CANT EXPLAIN IT ......... IT'S KIND OF FREAKING ME OUT . SO I AM GOING TO GO AND VISIT HER AND FIND OUT ALL I CAN ABOUT HER .
I'VE BEEN A GOOD FRIEND TO HER SO FAR SINCE MEETING HER . I DO KNOW THAT HER AND DREW ARE HAVING A LOT OF PROBLEMS WITH THEIR RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW . THE POOR GIRL HAS ABOUT HAD IT WITH DREW'S JEALOUSY , OVER HER HAVING THE GUYS AROUND ALL THE TIME ......... I JUST HOPE SHE DOESN'T DECIDE TO LEAVE .
JOEY'S POV AND THOUGHTS
IT'S BEEN A FEW MONTHS SINCE CLARISSA CAME BACK . AND SHE'S BEEN ON THE ROAD WITH THE GIRL'S AND THE ADDICITIONS PROGRAM AS THEIR COUSELOR AND THERAPIST . HER AND DREW 'S RELATIONSHIP HAS COME ONTO SOME TOUGH TIMES . I'M JUST GLAD SHE HAS FINALLY FORGIVEN ME FOR THE PAST .
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JOEY'S POV
I COULDN'T BELIEVE CLARISSA HIT ME AND THEN TOLD ME SHE WAS NEVER MINE ........... HOW COULD SHE DO THAT TO ME ? I MEAN SHE LOVES ME ........ OR USE TO ANYWAYS . I KNOW I HURT HER AND SHE LEFT BECAUSE OF ME , AND I REGRET THAT I EVER HURT HER LIKE I DID WHEN I LEFT . SHE WAS SPECIAL TO ALL OF US BOYS , AND I HURT HER BADLY WHEN SHE FOUND OUT I LEFT WITH HER BEST FRIEND , AND I CHEATED ON CLARISSA WITH HER OTHER FRIEND WHO I'M SURE SHE HATES JUST AS BADLY NOW .
I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT DUANE AND BRIAN AND EVERY OTHER ONE OF THE OLD ZOO CREW AS SHE LIKED TO CALL US BACK THEN , WERE PISSED OFF AT ME BECAUSE I FINALLY APOLOGISED TO HER AND KISSED HER . I WAS ONLY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF WE BOTH STILL HAD FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER OR NOT ........... OBVIOUSLY NOT SINCE SHE SLUGGED ME . I KNEW THAT SHE WAS SEEING DREW , BUT SOMETHING JUST DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT ABOUT THAT RELATIONSHIP TO ME ..........
I KNEW HOW DREW CAN BE WITH HIS GIRLS . AND SO FAR HE'S BEEN NOTHING BUT HURTFUL TO CLARISSA AND IT'S REALLY PISSING ME OFF . SHE'S A GREAT WOMAN AND DOESN'T DESERVE THAT FROM ANYONE . NOT EVEN FROM MYSELF . I'M JUST SO GLAD THAT HER AND I ACTUALLY BECAME FRIENDS AGAIN LIKE THE OLD DAYS BUT YET NOT ........... I'LL MISS HER BUT WE BOTH KNOW WE CANT CHANGE THE PAST OR WHAT HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN US .
