Ezria season 6b

Chapter 20: sparks flying?

EZRAS POV:
Nicole came by. "Have you made up your mind?" "no I haven't can you give me till tomorrow? I don't really feel good so I don't think it's a goodnight. Rain check for tomorrow night?" "yeah sure." she kissed me goodbye she felt something was different about the kiss. "Ezra can I ask you something? what was it like to kiss aria because I feel you don't kiss me the same anymore." "When I kissed her I didn't just pucker up my lips and kiss her. I looked at her and im reminded what made me desire her and love her. I mean loved." "I see. I'll come back tomorrow." I said love, as in.. In love with her. Yeah I do. I'm in love with Her. I sat up half the night thinking about what Hanna said. there was a small knock on my door. I opened it to see aria. she stumbled in. "look I got drunk all of yesterday trying to hide what I need to say. I'm scared as hell to want you but here I am wanting you anyways. The way you make me feel is different then what I've ever felt before. I've wanted to tell you how I felt for awhile now but I've been scared and I'm not strong enough anymore. I just want you. I know I'm awfully difficult. But I do know when I love someone and I've loved you since I can remember. I keep coming back to you because I want us to last forever. I'm jealous yes I am. I'm not okay not being yours. it hurts like hell knowing you love someone more than me. Finding you was like coming home. The world I love looks so much different without you. Please tell me I meant something? You control my every movement, heart beat. you've got me. All of me and that's all I can give." I stood there shocked. "please tell me I mean something to you." I couldn't cough out the words. she ran out.

ARIAS POV:
this is why I don't express my feelings. he didn't say anything. I just wish it hurt him too. I guess forever did not exist for us. I ran to the car where Emily was waiting. "aria what what happened?" "I told Ezra how I felt in sorry I don't know why I just did I felt he should know and he format feel the same way. he loves her and I'm so happy for her." "aria wait. He's crazy about you, I see either girls looking at him and he doesn't even notice them or even Nicole. he only sees you." "Then why didn't he say anything?" "Maybe because he's just as scared as you are. Go back in there. I'm going to go home because I know when you go back in there Ezra will be ready to say what he needs to say." "Then I guess we're both going home." she was shocked but I nodded and walked out with her. she pulled off and I thought maybe I should. I walked back up to Ezras apartment. I knocked again and he opened the door instantly he pulled me in super tight. "I love you too." he whispered. I pulled away from the hug and shut the door. "you do?" I asked. "Yes, I was about to come after you that's why I have my keys in my hand and my jacket on. I couldn't let you go again. I know I know I'm probably like 6 years to late now but will you give me strike one back?" "What does this mean you want 'us?" I asked "yes I want you. I can't stand you bring anyone else's. I want to start over. so we met in a bar 7 years ago.. And you said you'd like to know more about me and I said I'd like to know more about you and we started this thing. you didn't even know my name before we went in that bathroom. And I swear when I saw you I was in love. And I want to restart this thing from the beginning relearn what I already know and learn what I've missed the past five years.." He moved int towards me prepared to kiss me I put my hands against him "Ezra wait.. What are you doing?" "can you just stand still?" he walked towards me again and cupped my cheeks like he once did so many years ago. and when you pulled away I was left breathless. I could feel his smile against my lips as he pulled away. My eyes were still closed but I was smiling. I opened my eyes to Ezra still holding my cheeks staring "what about your happy ending?" I asked. he kissed me again "you're my happy ending."
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• A/N : I'm just saying this story has just begun. be ready (:

EZRAS POV:
then it hit me. why I never finished the book. "wanna know why I never finished the book?" "why?" "because our book isn't over yet." I stepped in closer to her and cupped her cheeks and leaned her into the door and kissed her."