Ezria season 6b

chapter 49: can't find my way home

ARIAS POV:
I've missed Ezras calls the past two days. I've been really busy. I'm trying to get all this figured out before I go back home possibly. tonight I'm going out for a drink with my co workers. I'm scared because I haven't drank in two months and I've tried getting better. I miss Ezra I do. but he hasn't called all day and it's 7pm and I'm waiting for that phone call and I've accepted it's probably not coming. my friend picked me up and we went to the bar. I tried just drinking club sodas. But no... my manager has a bit of a crush and bought me a drink. I tried denying it but guess who have it to her urges. after my sixth vodka I was feeling loose. Alex my manager was feeling me up. I realized I haven't had my wedding ring on in two months maybe that's why he thinks I'm single. plus I don't bring Ezra up. I heard my phone ring but I couldn't get to it. Alex took me back to his house. my phone rang again but this time I fell asleep on Alex's couch before I could answer it.

EZRAS POV:
"hello?" a deep voice asked

"yeah is uh Aria there?" I asked. no one responded.

"this is arias phone. I know it's her phone. where is Aria?" The phone hung up and in that moment I took a deep breath. because now I knew why she left. she found someone else to love.

ARIAS POV:
when I woke up I was confused. I looked around as Alex came out of his room. I looked at my phone and realized I talked to Ezra but I didn't remember the conversation. I kept thinking to myself how I could fix me and Ezra. but all I wanted to know was what was our conversation about. so I asked Alex.

"hey what did I talk about on the phone with someone about last night?"

"eh I don't recall you on the phone with anyone." he said walking towards the couch.

"no it said I talked to Ezra... Ezra is my husband."

"oh well you told him you had sex with me... last night." I felt my stomach fall. I felt everything fall. I went into shock. my face froze, my eyes lit up, and I felt like I couldn't breath.

"I---....I... I told him what?.." I asked as my eyes started tearing up.

"you told him we had sex. he just hung up. I don't recall you having a husband ms Aria?"

"no no no what did I do....." I started crying calling Ezra. his phone went straight to voicemail.

"Aria chill out I'm kissing you never said that but really tell me about your husband."

I slowly turned my face towards Alex. "don't ever joke like that again. I could've lost my whole world...." and in that moment I realized I needed him more than ever.

"ok well Aria tell me about your home first..."

"he's got this brown hair... it curls just right and oh his voice it's so soothing and I love it when he first wakes up and oh his lips the taste of them..." I stared at Alex holding my lips stoping for a moment. "and his skin... that way it feels" but then I stopped myself because I realized he was asking about a place.

"Alex I need to go. I'm sorry. Ezra is my home. I got to get back to him."