Chapter 57: time stops

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ARIAS POV:
"no you have to stay here and wait for me because I'll be back before you know it and we'll pick up right where we left off... in bed, our life, and with work and it will all go back to normal. just stay put. I love you."
it all kept replaying in my head. I looked over at the doorway and remembered us leaving and saying goodbye oh so many times. I couldn't wait for him to come home. today's the day. but before I could walk out I got a phone call. I picked up the phone and Hanna walked in with emily to watch Amelia.

"Is this Aria Montgomery-fitz?" a strange unfamiliar voice asked

"yes.. yes it is."

"police will be a at your house momentarily please be dressed and ready to go."

"what's happening?"

"ma'am I'm not aloud to say." the phone hung up and my heart dropped. I gulped and started breathing heavy when the doorbell rang I walked outside and the police escorted me to the car.

"what's happening?"

"there has been an accident.. with your husband."

"oh my god Ezra!? Is he okay?"

"not sure ma'am we just have orders to take you where he is."

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"I saw blood everyone all over the floors. was it his?

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"you alright down there?"

"yeah I'm just a bit jet lagged."

"yeah I'd like to know more about you too."

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"the only person I hate right now is myself for asking too much of you."

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"this was mrs. Fitz" the nurse walked me to his room.

"oh Ezra...." I gasped. I held my mouth and grabbed my stomach to hold it all in. but I couldn't I fell to my knees.

"he had brain surgery but we aren't sure he will wake up he has 6 hours till we declare him brain dead... I'm so sorry."

"please go!" I yelled. the nurse nodded and shut the door.

"Ezra come back to me... please. you promised! you promised you'd come home! you told me if I just waited you'd be there! you were always right too much of a good thing won't be good for long... Ezra please. you can't just leave me and Amelia and our baby boy all alone. yeah I'm uh pregnant.. I was planning on telling you tonight but I'm not so sure I'll be able too. so please come back to us. They need you. the brew needs you. your brother needs you.... I need you. I never thought it'd be you. but with those looks and your eyes. your blue eyes that I adore so so much. I need to see them but I know you're not waking up. and the beauty you gave me, I became yours. I never thought in a million years it'd be you breaking my heart."

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"I'll be back before you know it."

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two weeks later

"Aria please come home."

"I don't know because where do you go when home is a person who isn't there anymore?"

"Aria..."

"Hanna no.. I don't know. he was the love of my life. we had a great love and I had to say goodbye to him. he was there then he wasn't it was like I blinked and he was gone. they say home is where the heart is but my heart is six feet under the ground.. with him. he promised he'd be here. he should be here right now. I should be laying in his arms as I show him the ultrasound. he promised Hanna he promised me he'd come home. but the sad thing is I met him by accident he blew me away in my darkest of days after I found out about my dad, he took away my pain, he didn't just ease it Hanna he took it away, and when he was shot I lost it. but it's like everything I've ever known he disappeared. so now I'm spending the rest of my life hiding my heart away. it's funny because he always called me his angel... but now he's mine watching over me. words can't describe how I feel.

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Another flashback :
"hey you okay?" I asked him

"yeah, I'm just really glad you stayed"

"me too." I smiled shyly grabbing his cheek and he sat next to me on the bed in the cabinet.

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"Hanna I don't think I'll ever get past this. I think about the night when we looked at the city and how he'd promise he'd never leave me... but I thought the worst part was going to be how I felt after, it is. but losing him I gotta tell you I never felt this kinda loss over someone... how do I come back from this? I'm gonna relapse and... I don't know. I can't go home because if I do I'll look at our bed and remember all the good times we had in it then I'll look down the halls and remember al the fights we've had and how he'd pull me in and kiss me then I'll look in that kitchen and see him smiling as he cooked me dinner and then finally I'll look in my kids room and see him putting our daughter to sleep and Hanna I can't remember any of it. I can't. I can't do it alone. I'm sorry. I need to pack up my kids and go. I can't be in this town anymore. I can't have reminders of him around me everyday Amelia when I see her face I see him in her and when this boy arrives it's going to kill me but I'm going to be so in love. Hanna I need to be let go now. good-bye Hanna." I hugged her good-bye and boarded the plane with Mel.

I looked at my phone and realized I had a 4 missed voicemail. but when I got to that last one....

"hey Aria it's me, I'm running late. I just want you to know I love you so much. Kiss Amelia goodnight for me. I love you and her so much. I'm so lucky. gosh it's so busy here and oh god Mel she'd love the view from the towers and the breeze. it's beautiful. next time I'm here were all coming family vacation. I'll see you when I get home, I promise. I love you."

A/n: not the ending you were expecting huh!? well that's that. Thanks for a great run on this book and getting it to 18k can't wait to officially write another book. But hey don't be sad, go read my one shots book I'm going to start writing one shots about ezria every week based on the promos!! but how was this???

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