Another Eclipse (Editing)

MENTALLY HURT

So this is the second part hope you enjoy and please vote for me ........ thanks

I got up really early in the morning and got ready . I wore an old pair of jeans and a top. As I was going out I noticed Charlie was out . Maybe he had a case or something as yesterday I overheard him saying something about todays morning on the phone. So I took my car keys and went out I saw Edward standing beside my car . I came to him and said"Good morning" His expression was of pain and his teeth were clenched " Bella please."

I just looked down a drop of tear fell from my eye I kissed him and went and sat in my car. As I was kissing him he was still standing like a sculpture not moving at all. So I started my truck it roared to life and I went . As I turned back Edward was still standing there not moving an inch from his place and watching me go.

The whole journey from my house to Jacobs house I was in tears and cursed myself so many times.

I parked my truck in Jacobs yard and came on the door and knocked it . I was received by Billy "Good morning Bella seeing you after a very long time please come in."I smiled and replied "thanks Billy."

As I sat on the sofa I asked Billy"Billy where is Jacob I want to talk to him is he alright."As. I said about Jacob Billy's face turned sad and he answered forcing a smile"He is just at the garage working on one of his bikes." I immediately got up and went to the garage. I saw Jake working on a rusted bike.

I knocked on the door and Jacob saw me and came and hugged me. I wished him" Hi Jake". He also with a broad smile wished me "Hi Bella where have you been I am so pleased to see you." I was happy to see Jacob happy but I was also a little angry from him .
"Jake if you are so pleased to see me why didn't you pick up my phone." Then he became serious "Bella I just didn't had anything to say to you . When you left I was all alone lost . But when I heard you came back the pain turned to anger and I was furious from you but when you called so many times yesterday night I realised that maybe you were right so I forgot everything and decided to meet you today . But see now you are here." And he smiled one of my favourite smile flashing his teeth and picked me up and hugged me and I said to him" I am extremely sorry for all the suffering I caused to you which you didn't deserve. He replied "its ok Bells but don't leave me now "

I sighed in relief a huge burden was removed from my shoulders . Jake was much better than I thought but still he had a slight pain in his voice which could only heal by time.

"So do you want to go on a walk with me?"I nodded and we went to the beach where we strolled hand in hand talking about many different things.
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Hours past but I and Jacob had not finished our conversation . Finally when the sun started to set I put my head on Jacobs shoulder and stared at the beautiful scene.

Then Jake suddenly asked me "Hey Bells you are never going to leave me are you?" I hesitated at this question I never wanted to answer this as I knew once I am changed I would never be with him again . I didn't wanted to destroy this precious moment of ours by talking about this so I tried to change the topic " So Jacob how is Emily and Sam."

He noticed my change " Bella answer me ." I just stared at his face as it started getting suspicious . I knew I could not hide the truth from him anymore . His expression changed from happy to angry and he again said" Answer me Bells." I just blurted out " I am going to stay with you ..... untill graduation. " he didn't quiet understand and raised and eyebrow and was about to ask when he on his own understood what I was talking about.

His face started changing colour and his hands started shaking badly and there was only silence between us for the next few minutes.

"You know this was going to happen" I said breaking the silence . He angrly got up from the bench and shouted" Not in a month I mean not before you have lived or I could." I just herd him in silence and he started walking swiftly in front of me. Then he said " Bella please go from here before I hurt you ."

I was tottaly shattered as if someone has stabbed me on my chest . My Jacob the person who never said no to me was asking me to leave . It was unberable for me . My face started to burn and tears rolled down my cheek.

I just got up from my place and just slowly walked away to my car.