Another Eclipse (Editing)

PAIN

As I was walking towards my car Jacobs words were echoing in my mind. I just silently sat in my car and started crying.

After calming myself a little I started my car and proceeded towards my house . As I was crossed,the line I saw a bench in the corner of the road. I stopped my car and sat their I was not able to control anymore and started sobbing more and more.

I don't remember when I slept . But when I got up it was 10 pm almost 4 hours from when I came here.

I hurried to my car , stumbled on the door and started the engine . The engine roared to life and I drove as fast as I can. But my ancient engine would not provide the speed I want and for the first time I hated my truck for that.

I was also struck by the thoughts of Edward. In this Jacob problem I totally forgot about him. I knew what type of reaction would he give and I didn't want to imagine that so I just incresed the sound of the radio and concentrated on the lyrics.

As I reached home I parked my truck and had to face a furious dad. "Bella have you seen the time its almost 11 where were you . I called you almost a dozen times ."he spoke angrily. " Dad calm down I was with Jacob we were talking and just forgot about the time ". Listining to Jacobs name Charlie had a smile on his face and all his anger turned to joy and he asked " so how is Jacob?" . I cleared my throat and answered" dad Jacob is fine."

There was silence after that. Thats th problem with Charlie he doesn't know what to speak neither do I so most of the time we just sit not talking to each other. Then I broke the silence" Have you had dinner." "Nope I was just waiting for you so that we both have dinner together. "I nodded my head and we sat for dinner the plates were all arranged and we ate in silence then I washed the plates and proceeded toward my room.

I knew what will I see when I will goto my room and I saw what I thought.

An angry Edward was standing leaning on my window like a sculpture. Even in this situation he looked so breathtaking. Also the lights were making him look more beautiful.

"Hey " I said breaking the akward silence between us" see I am perfectly safe no scratch" . But he didn't reply so I just moved towards him and held both my arms around his waist. Still no reaction "Edward? Please say something."

He sighed and moved to my bed and sat there looking towards the ground and said " Bella do you know how much have I been worried about your safety so that mutt does not hurt you ." He continued clenching his teeth "I was about to break the treaty to make sure you were safe but you don't care about yourself . Why do you do so?" He paused and I was standing there like a child being scolded by his mother.

After a while I answered" Edward see I am perfectly safe here in front of you and see Jacob did not hurt me" physically but mentally I was completely shattered and I bent on my knees in front of him and kissed him.

He did not move at first but then gave up and kissed me back . But this time he did not break so quickly he also started kissing me passionately and for once I thought he would not stop and I could do what I want. But then he is Edward . He stopped abruptly and seriously ordered me" Promise me you will never go their again ok?" I sighed and said"yea I promise." And he smiled the same crooked smile that dazzled me. "Hey you can't do that." I said "What..?"he laughed mockingly. " You can't dazzle me like that by your smile." He smiled more and kissed me.

Then we both slept together on my bed . He held me tight to his cold body which made me comfortable.

As I closed my eyes my brain started remembering Jake and water started gathering in my eyes and I whispered to myself "Not again " calming myself down.

Edward noticed me and immediately asked " Bella what is it are you allright?" I was not able to find my voice so I just nodded my head this worried him more. "Bella please say something are you alright."he now sounded worried. Somewhere I found my voice and just blurted out"Its nothing."

"Bella just tell me." He demanded more serious now. I just gave it in and said" Jacob shouted at em very badly to leave him." This even hurted Edward and his jaw tightened and I started sobbing more.

He tried to comfort me and I slept in his arms.