Another Eclipse (Editing)

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So guys this my first twilight fan fiction the first few chapter(till ch 4) are quiet much like the book but i am sure you are going to enjoy the rest of the book because it is totally different . So please read it till end and vote for
me and please provide me with a feedback. Also i will upload the next chapter by night or tomorrow morning so enjoy.

BELLA POV

"Edward come on you got to tell me when will you go." I said. "Not so easily Bella, first you got to answer me , Will you marry me?" Edward said jokingly. Edward had to go on a hunting trip and I wanted to know so that I could get ready for those dreadful days without him.."

"I can't "I said. "But why?" now his tone was serious. "Because first you got to tell me when are you going and you have to change me."
He smiled and after sometime answered" Okay I will if you marry me , its kind of compromise "And I answered" its foolishness . For me marriage is just a piece of paper. "and he replied "its a way of saying I love you in my world....Bella just marry me."" I can't, ......I have to be back at 4." He then kissed me and dropped me to my house.

"4 O clock on the dot."announced Charlie. He did this to irritate me. "Yep"I replied hiding my irritation. He then continued "So Bells here's the thing, I know you love him but the thing is, for him please don't forget others , from today you are not grounded anymore but you got to use your new found freedom to see your other friend like Jacob. When you needed a friend he was there now its your turn." Charlie suddenly reminded me of all that , that had happened between me and Jacob I wanted to makeup for that so I called him but he didn't pick up his phone. I called him again and again, a dozen times but he didn't. This worried me, the injustice I did to Jacob made me feel guilty for he didn't deserve it. He was my only best friend, that I had lost. I seriously wanted to make up for that so I decided to go in morning to meet him and clear everything.

After cleaning the tables I went to my room and started doing some school work. Edward was going to be late today because he had to run some errands for Alice. So I just sat there gazing at my work.

My mind was still moving around Jacob . I was still feeling guilty about what I did to him . His face was again and again coming in my mind . The last time I saw him he was requesting me to stay with him. The sadness and the pain in his face was more clear now as I remembered more and water started gathering in my eyes.

Then I heard a knock at my window and opened it wiping away my tears . Edward was here. As he entered the window he kissed me .

This was the thing I needed most at this time so I kissed him back . But like always he gave away too quickly.

He then noticed my eyes were in tears and worriedly asked me"Bella, love are you all right ? Why were you crying?"

As he said that I burst out more and again the picture of Jacob in pain came in my mind. Now he was seriously worried " Bella love are you alright did something happen to you please tell me." He then picked me up and put me on my bed.

After calming myself down I answered him in a cracked voice "Edward I am fine." He was not at all convinced "Then why were you crying."I did not want to tell him the truth, that I was remembering Jacob or he would feel bad about it. So I lied to him"Edward it was nothing I was just remembering my mom . "

He then smiled and gave me a kiss on my forehead and said"She is perfectly fine and now you also stop crying. " I then kissed him and lay in his arms.

After sometime he asked me "Bella so what's tomorrow's plan ?" I didn't understand his question and asked"What plan?"

This question was out of Edwards character . He never asked me this question as he knew I would be with him anyways. So I asked him" Why do you have to ask this question ?"he smiled and replied "Bella tomorrow me and my family are going out for trekking you can join us."

I started feeling dizzy hearing the word trekking . Trekking to me is like stepping on a wrong stone and falling and also I had to go visit Jacob tomorrow so I didn't want to go so I answered him" I can't I have to do some school work and exams are on my head plus I have to wash my car tomorrow. "

Edward's tone suddenly became serious and he asked me" Bella what are you hiding, are you going somewhere?" And he glared at me. I immediately answered "No seriously I do have to do some work." He didn't buy it and confessed "Bella I know where were you planning to go so don't lie to me." And I just sat there breathing for a second and answered him "How do you know....."and it struck me"Alice."

He gave me a serious look and said "You are not going anywhere tomorrow you are going to stay with me here and that's an order ." I immediately defended myself" No Edward I know what you are thinking but Jacob is not going to hurt me, he is my best friend, he is good he will never do anything bad to me."Edwards wrong thoughts about Jacob hurt me. Now Edwards jaw tightened as he replied"Bella I know Jacob is good for you but the wolf's have no control over them they can attack you anytime please don't go."he begged me.

But I had made up my mind " Edward I have made up my mind I will go to La push tomorrow and balance things up with Jacob, only because of me he is hurt and now I have to do something about it." Edward in a pained voice begged " Bella please I request you, don't go tomorrow please." I replied" Edward I am really sorry but I got to go."

As I said this he got up from my bed and went out of the window. I had hurt Edward and again a guilt came to me . But what could I have done I had to meet Jacob any how . As he was the one suffering. I hated myself for making everyone around me sad. After that I cried myself to sleep.