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Somewhere in neverland.

We'll talk about how your parents separated and, how you don't wanna make the same mistakes as them. I'll say it's all about stickin' it out and trying to feel forever young.

I woke up cuddling into Andy. I haven't told him about the tweets but I already deleted mine. I reached over to my side table and saw it was nine in the morning. I already had three missed calls from my mom. My parents aren't coming until Andy leaves which is good. I stood up from the bed and walked to the living room. While my walk there I called my mom back. She answered by the second ring.

"Morning, (y/n)!" My mom answered.
"Hi, mom. Sorry I didn't answer earlier I was sleeping." I said telling the truth. I walked around the house to start breakfast for Andy and I.
"It's fine, sweetheart. How you been?" She asked and I started to cook eggs.
"Good. It's been lonely all this time stuck at home, but I'm still waiting." I lied, kind of. I do miss my parents but I obviously haven't been lonely.

"So, about work." She said.
"Oh yeah, I'll start someday next week at the mall." I said. I didn't say where and hopped not.
"Amazing. I have to go eat now before free breakfast finishes, bye now." She rushed. I was gonna say goodbye when I remembered about my dad.
"What about dad?" I asked. There was a moment that she didn't say anything and I was getting worried.
"...He's already eating downstairs sweetheart, d-don't worry. Bye." She said but before I could respond she ended the call.

After she ended I said 'bye then' out loud even she didn't hear me. I put my phone on the table in front of me and walked to the living room and sat on my couch. Where's dad? Why was mom acting out of the ordinary? I sat on my couch just thinking of all the possible things that can happen.

Did they got in a fight? I remember when I saw younger they got in an agreement and dad slept in the couch for two days but by the third they were all happy again. That was the first and last agreement I saw of them. Hopefully it's not that. Plus, mom tells me everything, I don't understand why she wouldn't tell me something.

"(Y/n)!!" Andy yelled and I looked back and smelled brunt. I cursed out loud running back to the kitchen seeing there was nothing there. "Are you looking for these?" Andy said handing me the pan with eggs.

I blushed hard and grabbed the pan. "Sorry." I said and felt my eyes get heavy and my nose started to feel heavy as well. I knew what that meant. I put the pan in the sink and ran to the bathroom, just to break down. I felt weak for crying for something I don't know yet.

Instead of thinking good thoughts, it's all negative. I couldn't think of any good thing coming out of how my mom was sounding. The salty tears went down my checks into my mouth. All I could do was taste them. How warm and salty they were. I knock was lightly heard and I knew it was Andy.

"May I come in?" Andy asked. I said yes and cleaned my tears off. Andy opened the door and hugged me tight. I hugged him back feeling better. After a while of my tears falling to his shirt he let go and sat on the floor informing of me. I explained what happened and he said, "I'm sorry honey. Don't cry yet you don't know what's going on where they are. Maybe she was sad because she missed you, that's why she said bye so bad." He said making me stand up from the floor and hug me tight.

What Andy told me kept running my mind. Maybe what he told me was true but, something inside me was telling me otherwise. "I finished breakfast for you, let's go eat."

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After we were done eating I went to take a shower and put on my lazy clothes. When Andy was done he entered my room and saw me on my bed looking into space. Yes, I was still thinking of earlier.

"Honey. I was thinking, we can go somewhere out so wear a jacket, let's go now." He said holding my hands and getting to my level. I nodded and got ready. We walked to his car and went driving. During the ride we were telling each other happy stories just driving in circles, but I didn't say anything. I know Andy has a.d.d so I need to let him do his stuff. When it striked nine he finished the circles and drived to the city with the big tall buildings.

He parked in front of a building that was taller than the others and entered by the back door. Without a word we walked up the stairs to reach to the top into the roof. Andy grabbed my hand and walked at the edge of the building. We sat down letting out feet hang over.

I didn't even think of anyone. I didn't care I was in a really high building and one wrong move, can cause me to death. I looked down and saw some people walk in the busy streets or in their cars. The lights were bright and colorful, every peaceful. I wasn't scare of being at the edge, my mind wasn't thinking.

I'm still sad about the morning news but that was all I thought of. I imagined some scenarios that might not happen when they come back, but I will like if they come we all hug, laugh, and just say "I love you" to us three. I don't like to have the thought of my parents fighting.

"Feel better?" Andy asked after a couple minutes of not talking. I bite my bottom lip and nodded feeling a huge wave of coldness passed me. "I like going to talls buildings and sit like this. It feels less stressful, you know?" Andy said smiling looking into my eyes. I nodded again holding his hand and squeezing it. His smile turned bigger and I smiled getting lost in his icy blue eyes.

His eyes are deeper than the ocean but so lighter than the bright happy sky. His eyes makes me feel safer, even when he's already my savoir. "Is it every stressful being an adult?" I asked.

"Hell yeah. Do taxes, pay rent. Yeah I'm in a band that does tour outside the United States but, I still have to do my duties." He said looking down at the small city when in reality it's huge.

"Thats why they said live forver young. Don't spend being all grumpy and gloomy, live life. Right?"

"Exactly honey. That's why I bought you here so you don't feel stressful and forgot about the real world. Go into your deepest imagination and just daydream. It sucks knowing one second you're sad and want to end everything but when you blink more stress comes when you're an adult. But, belive me. I still have my days when I want to end everything but I don't. My fans are like family and meeting you is what I always needed. A savior." He grinned and I couldn't help but grin as well.

"I know you're still thinking of your parents. If they separate just know I'm here for you. If they separate just know it's not your fault. Sometimes love can fail in times but it will pass as soon so they can move on." Andy said in a very serious tone.

He has a point but I don't want to think about that now. Ill know more about it when they come back. I don't want Andy to worry, it's not his family.

He stood up and picked me up so we are far away from the edge. He pointed to the sky and made me stare at the stars. "My mom always told me that each star represent a person who is looking over another person because that person died but meant everything to them. If you look up and see one that stands out then the others, that's your star looking over you."

My mind went straight to (f/n) and turned around to find her. When I looked at a small, tiny one it shined brighter than the others. I smiled and Andy noticed.

"(F/n) will always be up there to see over you. And to be proud to see this." Andy said wrapping his arms around me and pecked my lips. "(Y/n), after a while of us meeting and getting to know each other so much better. Will you, be my girlfriend?"

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Chapter to: MF2778 because of the comments. You seem so amazing! Can we be friends?

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