Saviour { Andy Biersack X Reader}

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I miss you-
Blink182

"Dony waste your time on me, you're already the voice in my head."

"Hey, Jaylne." I said as Andy started to talk. "Oh my gosh! I talked to her and she remembers me." She said grinning. "Sorry. Little fangirl moment, since you're Andy Biersack's girlfriend." She couldn't stop grinning and my face flushed at the words "Andy Biersack's girlfriend." I laughed and shook my head. "No I'm not his girlfriend." And she pout. "Why? You guys look cute together." I felt blushing again but looked in front of me to have fun. There were times when Andy would glace at me and once he winked, girls behind me thought he winked at them.

Once they finished I looked behind me to see Jaylne. "What are you doing here?" I asked as Andy started to say goodbye "Uhh, I can ask you the same question." She laughed nervously. "Uh, I'm on tour with the BVB guys. What about you?" I asked again. "Mmm, well, I have a friend who lives here and didn't want to go alone and since I had experience in Warped tour I came to help her." She smiled. "Well, don't lose her." I teased and she nodded. "I'm sorry for your lost."

With those words my heart dropped and her eyes widened. "It's Okay. How do you know?" I asked. "Uhh... the news." She said. I nodded but didn't believe it, but right now I cared else. I walked backstage to meet Andy and I felt my eyes water. Tears started to fall and I cursed at myself for being weak. I hate when I cry in front of people. My eyes met Andy's and I ran to him to give him a big hug. "What's wrong?" He asked rubbing my back. "I miss her." I sobbed and he carried me bridal style walking to the bus. On the way I could hear like (f/n) was near. It wasn't clear What she was saying but, the voice was so similar. Was she a ghost hunting me? Is it even (f/n)? I We got to the bus and cuddled on his bed. He was playing with hair while telling me a story of his first fight with his mom for some reason.

"So I told her, 'If you wanna call me a devil's child just for being confused of believing in or not believing in a Lord, call me but I'm who I am.' And she cursed me out and said I'll sleep in the garden that night, so I did." We laughed at the last part but, I felt bad his mom didn't accept him. "The next morning I went inside and she acted like nothing happened. She talked to me like if I didn't slept outside that night. I was mad at her but played along. That night I just thought of the universe. I wonder if there was a God above us or this is just my imagination and I'm the only one alive and every one else is in my head. I know it's confusing." Andy said shaking his head.

It wasn't confusing at all, I got it. I know Andy doesn't fully believe in one and when I was doing research on him I was confused as to why. Me, being a Christian and knowing the bible from front and back, I was highly offended he didn't believe in one-just like (f/n). I wasn't mad since I didn't know the story why but know that I do, I was wondering the same thing.

Are all these people in my head? Like, I used to believe when you die, you go to heaven but, how? What do you do in heaven? Do people still live after I die? Do I recreate into another body? How was the world made? All the question ran my head and I knew what all those people meant. We aren't 'Satan workship' for not believing in a God. We are kids looking for the real answer.

Andy told me his old memories which was nice to learn about him. Soon, he'll learn mine. When it was night and time to go to sleep, we just fell asleep like no other night before, I'll totally get use to this life. Tomorrow they is not performance so I wonder what we'll do.

"Hey, Andy? You awake?" I whispered and he hummed. "What will we do tomorrow?" "A surprise."

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Sorry it's short it's 1am here and I haven't updated in a while so here you go. Promise next chapter will be way longer.

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Bye my... little flowers?!!