Saviour { Andy Biersack X Reader}

35X

Bring me the horizon-
Avalanche-
Cut me open and tell me what's inside. Diagnose me 'cause I can't keep wondering why, and no it's not a phase 'cause it happens all the time. Start over, check again, now tell me what you find.

It's been a week since Halloween and Andy decided to stay longer. Halloween was super fun with Brandon and his friend Joe. But if I do say, they look like a cute couple. In the last week mom has come later than usual from work and one night I saw her drunk. She has never drank alcohol in her life and that was a sign she missed dad.

I sat in the couch watching 'American Horror Story.' waiting for mom to come from work. I had my laptop on with Andy skyping from his hotel watching with me. It was already two in the morning and mom still hasn't come from work. "I think I'll go to sleep. Mom is probably stuck in traffic. Night babe." I waved at the camera smiling at a sleepy Andy.
"Alright honey. Good night sleep well." I turned off my laptop and tv. I stood up to head for my room when I saw headlights hit our house. I walked to the door and saw it was mom. I opened the door and I saw mom stumble from her car to th door. I ran towards her and helped mom walk inside. "Mom where were you?" I asked as I laid her in the couch.
"Out. I s-see him ever-everywhere and I want to forget h-him." She hipcupped. I hugged her and the smell of alcohol filled my nose. I pulled away fast making mom look at me with sad eyes. "Why did- ahk." Then she threw up on me.
After cleaning myself up, changing her clothes, and laying her on her bed, I hugged her that night saying everything will be okay.

Then just yesterday I saw her smoke for the first time. I didn't tell her anything because I knew she'll get mad easily.

Today I went out with Andy, Brandon, and Joe to eat after work. We all went to Brandon's favorite restaurant because he wanted all of us to try vegan food.
"Bye (y/n). Fun hanging out with you. And Andy, you're such a cool guy in real life." Joe blushed as he hugged us a goodbye. "Bye guys!" I waved at Brandon and Joe. "They're totally dating!" I squealed as I closed the door.
"Yes! Well Joe is secretly gay but you can tell he loves Brandon, he's all touchy and you can see love eyes in him." Andy said smiling. We laughed but I immediately stopped once I saw her.

"Mom." I said feeling my legs go weak.
"Who are you?" She asked keeping her eyes on Andy. I could tell she was drunk.
"Mom it's not-"
"Ma'am if I can say something?" Andy asked stepping forward.
"Once you tell me who are you." She asked raising her voice.
"Mom he's my boyfriend." I said stepping forward next to Andy.
"I don't remember giving you permission."she said.
"Mrs.(mom/l/n), (y/n) is 18 Not a kid anymore. She's in college and has a job. She doesn't deserve to be in her room all day weeping over her best friend." Andy said getting angry. "Have you asked her personally how (y/n) feels about you and your husband getting divorce. No. You haven't."
"Get out of my house!" Mom yelled at Andy. Once he was out the door my mom slapped me.

I held my cheek where it burned and ran to my room. Well tried to. My mom grabbed my wrist and forced me to look at her. "He's bad. Don't get near him."
"What did you say about anyone I met? Don't judge a book by its cover?" I repeated and she tightened her grip.
"I could smell the sent of cigarette when he opened his mouth. He's covered in tattoo. Don't ever see him again." She clutched her teeth. I let go of her and ran to my room. I called Andy to pick me up.

My mom has never slapped me. Never has punish me by hurting me physically. I got my bag and filled it with important things. I opened the door a little and heard my mom snoring really loud. I closed my door and heard something tap my window. I looked towards it and saw Andy throwing rocks. I opened the window but then heard my door open. I looked back and saw my no with a gun pointing to me. My breathed hitched and a smirk came to her face.

"You think you can run away?" Mom said laughing. I shook my head and closed the window. "You're not smart you know? You think you have everything plan but no. You don't." She laughed getting near me.
"Mom, please." I whispered shaking my head.
"When I found out I was going to have you I was so happy. Your dad was happy too. You were born and you were happy." She smiled weakly and tears went down her face. "Your eyes shined brighter than the sun. Your voice was so high pitched and perfect. You were perfect." Her smile became a sad face. "Where did it go wrong? Your eyes became dull. Your hair got messy . You have bags under your eyes. You... you cut for God sakes!" She said getting closer to me not putting the gun down. I stepped back and she stopped. "I hate seeing you like that. I don't want to see you become a sad girl I never imagined to raise." Silence became our friend at that moment. We didn't see each other eye to eye, I didn't want to see her tears. The only thing I could hear was my heart beating real fast.

My mom is probably going to shot me.

Was the only thing that I was thinking of. But then the tenancy in me was gone. I relaxed my arms and put my arms out. "Shot me." I said.
"What?" She asked confused.
"Kill me. You don't want to see me sad. Kill me so you don't see me. I already cut, rather just die now."
"I'm not going to kill you." She shook her head crying a little harder.
"Then who are you going shot?" I asked. How did my life end up here? Mom was right, I was so happy younger but now I'm just sad and depressed. I looked down for second and wished I didn't.
"Mom no!"
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Hahahahaha will that was shit. Never imagined writing that in this story. Cliffhanger? I know. Not even sorry.

So two news probably no one cares or read.
1) if you haven't go vote for saviour In @FanfictionAwards in musicians/celebrities. I haven't seen how many votes are in because I want it to be a surprise but I have got a few notification. So after voting ends, I'll give shout outs&follow for those who voted. It ends the 21 of this month.
2) my birthday is soon (November 24) I'm thinking of celebrating it with you guys cause I have no one irl all my friends are far away from me *cries*I was thinking a group chat to talk to all you and get to know each other (and if people join they'll know more about me and a surprise while in it)and everyone else can make friends there. We can text all day and night all week. Pm for more information and if you wanna join pm me the word "PandaB-day" so I can tell you what to do. And a surprise special guest ;) :p

Chapter to: xX_Darkless_Xx her Poem book is fucking ace. Go read them now.

Bye lovelies.