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*5 years later*

"I made it mommy." I said with tears on my eyes. "I know this is not how you ever imagined me to end like. On my seventh birthday you said 'sweetheart you're going to be the best doctor out there. I'll waste to the last penny to afford any college you want.' On my thirteenth you said 'I'm your best friend, tell me everything. You can date which ever Christian boy, who accepts the Lord as our saviour.' When I was nineteen you said you wanted me to be happy and you killed yourself. That made me miserable. I went into deep depression. I tried to even kill myself but my fallen angel was there to help me. I graduated college, aren't you proud? I have an amazing job on helping kids who keep to find a family. Andy proposed to me last year. We were on tour and when he finished singing saviour he called me over and proposed in front of thousands of his fans. It was surreal, I couldn't believe it was actually happening. Andy said he wants a baby before we get married, I said I wasn't ready to be a mother but who knows what the future holds. I miss you, mom. I wish I could of react faster but I stayed frozen through the whole thing. I'm sorry, I blame myself everyday because of it. Andy suggested me a therapist he knew back then and after almost six strong years she still helps me. She's truly amazing. Josh, remember him? He broke up with ex girlfriend and started dating Jules, Andy's pretend girlfriend. He started a band as well, they're really good and I listen to them daily for all their deep songs. As you can see, I got tattoos. This tombstone one represent you. And like my eyebrow piercing? Probably not." I said laughing to myself. "Well, that's all I wanted you to know since I last saw you. Here are your favorite followers. I love  you, mom." I said rubbing my hand across mom's tombstone. I sighed and cried more. Once I was done I stood up and walked back to the car.

"Ready?" Andy said  rubbing his thumb on the back of my hand. I looked into his deep icy blue eyes ans nodded. "Yes sweetheart."  I smiled and kissed him. We drove to the hotel and talked about random topics. Andy has made me feel so much better in the past years and I regret nothing. Everything happens for a reason but in the end if you hold on a little longer you'll survive.

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*a couple months later*

"(Y/n). Remember Skyler and Amber ? The one you turned in yesterday?" My boss said I was doing paper work.
"Uhh, the three year old twins?" I asked trying to remember their age.
"Yeah. The houses are full and the orphanages don't let more kids from us. Any ideas where to keep them? The building will be empty all week for the holidays." Boss said giving me a look. And I knew what that look meant.
"Umm... I'll take them, fine okay." I said standing up.
"Thank you! Follow me and I'll give them to you." He said and I did.

We walked to his office and there were the two three year olds sitting looking around his messy office. "Hi Skyler, Amber. How are you guys?" I asked smiling. The twins aren't that hard to tell apart, you just need to learn their name to tell them apart. They didn't answer which makes sense when you have no family and you're still at a young age. "Who's Skyler?" I asked and the girl in front of me raised her hand. The twins have the same face just Skyler has black straight hair and Amber has brown curly hair. "Okay, well you guys are going to stay with me for a week. You guys are going to like my home very much." I smiled and boss looked at me.

"Don't get them into your bands." He joked. I rolled my eyes and the girls looked at each other. "You can leave early so they don't have to wait another three hours. Leave the paper work until you get back from break. Bye girls!" Boss said waving at us out the door.
"The building is pretty huge so you girls probably want yo stay close and not get lost." I said and they looked at me and held my hands tight. Their tiny pale hands were so soft and smooth. We walked to my office to get my bag and then we walked to my car. I put on Dos! One of my favorite Green Day's album and started driving home.

"What's that?" Amber asked.
"What's what?" I asked looking at her through the mirror.
"Here." She said pointing to her eyebrow.
"Oh it's called a piercing."
"Why do you have one?" She asked.
"I don't know, I just like it." I smiled and saw her reaction.
"Why did you paint your arm?" She asked looking at my tattoos.
"They're called tattoos. And because I think they look really pretty. Don't you?" I asked.
"Yeah. I like the key." She said and I nodded smiling weakly.
"Yeah. So do I."

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"Andy! I'm home." I yelled as I opened the door. "And I got you a present!" I said. I heard footsteps from upstairs running upstairs.
"(Y/n) ~" he yelled running towards me. He hugged and kissed me and I heard the girl say 'euww' in the back. I giggled and Andy jumped. "Who are they?" Andy asked looking at them. The girls stepped behind me in fear.

"Girls this is Andy, my future husband. Andy, these are the twins. Amber and Skyler. They didn't have space in the homes so Rick told me to bring them for the holidays. I'm sorry to change plans." I whispered the two last parts.
"It's fine. I know work is tough and they change things it's okay. They can sleep in the guest room." Andy said and walked into the living room.
"You girls hungry?" I asked them and their eyes lit up jumping saying yes. "Okay. Andy? Didn't you say you needed more ornaments into the tree?"  I asked.
"Yeah. Yeah I did! Hey Amber, Skyler, why don't you guys help me decorate the tree." Andy smiled and the girls ran to him squealing.

I walked to the kitchen and put 'All I want for Christmas is you' covered by My Chemical Romance. I heard one of the twins say "I love that painting. It's batman!" And heard Andy giggled.
"The painting is called a tattoo."
"Oh yeah! (Y/n) has one too." Once I was done making peanut butter with jelly sandwich I walked back to the twins and gave them their sandwiches with milk at the coffee table and they ran to start eating.

"I don't want them to leave (y/n). They're so sweet and adorable. Let's adopt them!" Andy smiled.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yes! Look at them." Andy said putting his arm around my neck. "They are the kids I want. They fucking love batman!"
"Ohh~ Andy owns a dollar. No mean words." Amber said pointing at Andy.
"Oh. I'm sorry. Let this slide?" Andy asked.
"Okay next time two dollars." Amber said easing four fingers. Andy and I giggled at her and I felt, happy, in a different way. Not the happiness when I met Andy fir the first time. Not the happiness I felt when I made (f/n) smile when she  was down. Not the happiness I felt when Andy made me feel safe. But a different happiness I can't explain. My stomach did a flip thing when I imagined all four of us living a happy life like I used to be. Like Andy is living with his family. We would be the perfect family that fans would be 'I want a family like Andy's and (y/n) family.'
"Okay." I nodded. "We'll adopt them." I smiled.
"Yay! We'll be the best family in the world!" Andy said hugging me. I hugged him back and I felt like my life was just getting better.

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How do you guys feel about adopting Amber and Skyler?

So this story is ending soon. One or two chapters are left and then Saviour is completed.

And all my phan shippers, I have a new story up called "code Phil" so if you wanna read that, it's up.

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