Forever and Always

skinny

I sat straight while looking at Niall in confusion, because he kept moving and all, he seems very very nervous which really gets into my nerve.

"Niall, would you just please tell me what's up? It really seems bothering you" I said, with a little sigh at the end. Niall look up at me almost immedietly when i sigh once more.

"Sorry, sorry. Anyways, what do you want to order?" He asks. While opening the menu. I huffed and open the menu also. "Um, i'll order the double chicken wrap and a glass of water" Niall prenounce while closing the menu and give it back to the waitress who is looking at Niall with a flirty look.

"And for you, probably some salad?" He winks at me while i rolled my eyes and scoffed at him.

"Uh no, i'll like the Portobello Mushroom and Grilled Halloumi with cheddar cheese slice and also a glass of water please, thank you" I said, while closing the menu and give it to the waitress who just rolled her eyes at me and walk away with the two menus in her hands.

"Dang, you eat a lot girl" Niall scoffed at me while i roll my eyes at him trying to defending myself.

"I'm not that type of girl who doesn't eat, Ni. I like food and food" I shrug easily while pursing my lips to the front a little while Nial chuckles at me.

"To be honest, i don't like those kind of girls who are afraid to eat or not eat at all when she's with me or something" He says, leaning a bit at me. I giggle and nodded at him, agreeing.

"I totally agree with you" I said nodding at him again.

"I don't know, they just doesn't eat. I mean, we gotta eat to be healthy, right?" He scoffed while drinking his water, it just arrived.

"Well yeah, but some of the girls doesn't eat because they want to be skinny or let's just say have the perfect bod" I said, crossing my hands on the table infront of me.

"Really?"

"Well yeah, of course. Some of them, doesn't feel confident with their own skin or bod, they want to be seen, they want for the people to recognise her, to accept her. And the dumb thing is, they think to be skinny or let's just say, beeing what the other people want is the only reason how those people will accept them. So, basically, they just want for people to accept them, but the problem is, they are changing theirselfs into someone their not" I said with my full sentences and ended it with a little breath.

Niall's POV

Wow.

She's so fucking smart.

I sat there with my hand ubder my chin just looking at her with admire, how could be so smart and so cute at the same time. Wow.

Just wow.

"Wow" I said, while looking at her with a smile on my face. The beautiful sun lights on her, making her self glows to me. Fuck, she's so pretty.

"Wise words, my friend. Wise words" I said, and we both crack into laughter.

"Wait so, you love food, but you got a body like a model?" I said, raising my eyebrows with impress. She lick her lips before opening them. "Well, the gym is made for some reason" She giggles while i nodded with a smile on my face.

Oh god, i couldn't possibly do this to her.

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Emily's POV

"So, what's your fav song from us?" Niall asks while eating a slice of his food. I chewed before started talking.

"Um.. That is hard.. But, i gotta go with Little Things" I said, putting down my fork and knife and drink my water. Niall hummed while noddinhg at me. "I just really like that song very much. It just kinda makes me feel like i'm beautiful or something like that" I said with a soft breath at the end. He smiles softly at me before biting his lips.