Forever and Always

Rejected

Niall's POV

it has been almost two weeks since i last saw my baby. God, i fucking missed her. I'm hurted and broken, she told me to give her some time but it turns out, she needs time to get herself a new guy. Yeah, i've seen it, the pictures of her and Luke -my fucking mate- laughing, eating, hugging with each other. What a great friend he is.

I don't know what to think right now. I want to know how she is, i want to know if they're together, i want to snap out of Luke's head and burry it to the ground, i want to kill myself knowing that i lost her. I let out a heavy sigh before another stupid ass tear fell down on my cheek before i threw the sheets off the bed from the hotel's bed. I heard knocking from the door which i ignored when i kept scrolling down my twitter to see more and more pictures of Luke and my girl hugging and laughing and smiling and shit together. I let out a growl before throwing my phone to the wall and it completely shattered into pieces, just like that.

Ugh, whatever i'll buy a new one.

I snapped my head up when i saw Liam and Zayn, both of them standing with their eyes in stressed looking at me. I rolled my eyes before forcedfully giving their a smile.

"What do you two want?" I asked with no emotion before clenching my jaw when those stupid pictures of Luke and my Emily holding hands out from the madame tussauds.

"We want to know if our bro is okay..?" Liam asked before i cutted him off with a scoff.

"Well, you can obviously see that i am 100% fine" I said sarcasticly before turning my body towards them with a devilish smile. "Niall mate, we got something to tell you" Zayn said, taking some steps to me but i just rolled my eyes.

"If this is some other stupid advice shit from the two of you, i don't want to hear it" I sarcasticly said. Both Liam and Zayn shaked their heads before sitting next to me, making me sitting between the two of them. "Our management has decided to gives us another month of rest" I raised an eyebrow at what Liam just said before opening my mouth to speak but cancelled it when Zayn speaks.

"They said we are not on our best condition right now, especiallt you, so they decided that we could go home for another month. With some conditions ofcourse, but it's not a big deal" Zayn explains while i just simply nod. "What about the fans? They would be upset and dissapointed" I pouted, started to think about how sad and dissapointed the fans will be, especially the ones who had bought the tickets.

"They will at first, but if they truly loves us and care about us, they will understand. And the management has figured everything out for this" Liam said, putting his hand on my shoulder but i tensed of the thought of seeing Emily just after 5 days when i last saw her at the hospital. I have to see her right away, i need to see her.

"I know what you're thinking, mate. As a friend, i will say don't. Don't come to her just like that, she told you specifically that she need a break, right? You need to give her atleast a week after all of this" Zayn said, with seriousness in his eyes.

"But Zayn-"

"No, lad. This is the right thing to do" He shaked his head at me before i huffed in my hands.

"What about Luke? What's going on with the two of them? Why are they so... clingy with each other?" I can't lie when i feel a struck of jealousy coming right up to my blood when the picture of the both of them came up to my mind.

"Mate, we don't really know what's going on between the two of them. But, lets say if she has moved on to him, you-"

"No! She will not! She's mine!" I barked at Liam who isntantly let out a heavy breath before continuing.