Forever and Always

offended

"What about this one?" So, today is the day. Niall told me yesterday that today i'll be having a meeting with one of his friends which is an agency of a model lign thing, and it's for Guess. Could you imagine, Guess?!?! Any girl would die to be pictured for Guess! Well, besides Victoria's Secret.

Let me tell you when i say, i'm fucking nervous. I just don't know what i'd do. What should i say? What should i wear? Should i wear casual? Suits? A dress? This is fucking tired. No judge tho, it has been a long time since my model life. I already told to Amsalé about this, and to my surprise, she was happy and excited for me. She told me to go and take it. And she also said if anything goes wrong, the Amsalé doors will always be open for me. Which i am grateful for.

And the other thing that playing on my head is.. What will the world thinks of me now? I mean, Niall helped me with this job, he literally give me this opportunity, and the Fans and even the media will assuming me as a gold digger. I date him for his money and stuffs, which is obviously not true.

But, yet here i am, standing in front of Niall who is smiling at me with pure ammusedment. "Relax babe. Just wear something simple" He chuckles again, taking a sit on the edge of my medium sized bed.

"Niall, come on now. I have to look proffesional and i-"

"Baby, they'll accept you. Just chill" He chuckles again, taking out his phone. I rolled my eyes and take one of the black suits i got which i never worn in such long time.

"Look, pumpkin" I smiled, before putting the suit on the bed next to him and sat on his lap sloppily. He groan but gave me a smile afterwards. He placed his arms over my waist protectively as i tug on his shirt.

"I really do appreciate you giving me this amazinv oppoturnity. But, i gotta earn it. I have to show them i am not a gold digger or whatever. I have to sho-"

"We're not talking about the agency anymore, are we?" Niall cuts me off. He ended it with a sigh as i bit my lip in anxiousness.

"Babe, i know this whole relationship with me is very hard and there are some preassure--i wont lie-- but, you gotta keep those people out from your head, yeah? They only seek for attention, for the fame, while you are here because you are god damned talented and fucking hot. And i promise you, you'll get this job based on yourself not because of me" He smiles, kissing my temples. I give him a smile and planted a soft kiss on his lips before standing up from his lap.

"That's sweet Pump, now, please wait downstairs, i gotta get ready" I smiled, before turning around with the suit in my hand.

"Oh come on, i'm to lazy to go downstairs. I'll close my eyes" He groans while pouting at me.

"No, Niall. Come on now, out you go" I giggled, teasing him with my finger pointing to the stairs that lead to the living room.

"You're so mean" He huffs before standing up and stomped his feets towards the stairs.

"But you like me" I smiled and giggled when i hear the door closed.

Niall's POV

I stomped my feets on the living room before jumping my self to this medium sized couch they have. I must admit, it doesn't feel so comfortable. It kinda hurts on my back to be honest.

10 minutes has passed since i left her in her room for her to get ready, and i down here, dying in boredness. There is nothing good playing on the Tv, There is a marathon of a movie sequel called The Walking Dead But i am not into it so much. Louis on the other hand, he's such a big ner fan.

I decided to scroll through twitter as i waited for her patiently. I open twitter and started to scroll up and down. I got bored again and decided to open some Dm's from the fans. I got bored with the Dm's cause most of them are saying only about "i love you" "please follow ...." and bla bla bla. But one particular Dm got my attention.