Forever and Always

I'm Niall

"That's great, Ems" Keysha said before standing next to me while the both of us went inside to the dressing room and i started to change.

"Are there any more left?" I asked to her without looking towards her. I pull off the dress from my body and started to wear my normal everyday clothes. White polo shirt and long tight blue jeans with boots. "No, you're done for the day" Keysha smiled at me while i nodded before turning around at her and grab my bag from the table and wall out from the studio and into my car from Niall.

"So, how was yesterday?" Keysha asked me with a curious tone. "Ugh, i don't even know how to start" I huffed at her before driving off from the parking lot and drove off towards the nearest coffee shop.

"Bad?"

I sighed before nodding. "He's just a big fat jerk" I sighed again while Keysha just looked at me simpathicly.

"Emily, maybe you should try to go easy on him. You could really see that he's trying for you"

"I know, Keysha. I know, but iy's just hard for me to be 100% trust him again, what he had done to me was just... I can't" I sighed again, pulling over to the nearest starbucks in the area.

"Emily, just take your time, yeah? It is not easy to 100% fully trust him again, i know that. But, sometimes you gotta think and hear your heart, what is the best decision for the both of you"

I looked at Keysha with a weak smile before taking a deep breath.

"You still love him, do you?"

"100%"

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"Hi cutie" I smiled at Carol who just came inside to my house. I looked down again to my eggs before Carol cleared her throat from behind. I take a glance at her but i tensed when i see who's with her.

Zayn.

"Um.. Hi" I awkardly said before giving my attention back to my eggs.

"Um.. How are you?" Zayn asked with his awkward and nervous tone. "Fine, just fine" I cleared my throat again before turning off the stove and turned around to Carol who is smiling weakly at me, standing right next to Zayn.

"Um.. Carol, can we talk for a minute?" I asked with a awkward and a little bit angry smile.

She hesitatedly and nervously nodded before releasing Zayn's hand and he went outside to give us some privacy.

As soon as he dissapeared, i looked at my best friend with a confused and angry glance. I crossed my hands on my chest while i waited for he explanation. She groanned before starting to spell everytime out.

"Oh come on, Ems. You cannot be possibly angry just because we're back on" Carol spitted out with a bit annoyed tone.

"I am not, but i am angry and also very confused the fact that you bring him inside to my house" I stated before biting my lip and Carol let out another groan.

"Oh come on, he didn't do anything wrong"

"He was indeed in that stupid deal, Caroline" my jaw started to tensed as i remembered the deal once more.

"Emily, please. Just give him a chance. He was very guilty and sorry about the whole damn thing, also the rest of the guys" She said, biting her lip.

"Fucking fine. But i will not let him inside my house next time" I stated again and she nodded before she went outside to informed Zayn to get inside.

I groanned before getting my meal ready and sat on the couch with my eyes only on the Tv. All of the tree of us awkwardly sat there with nothing to say. Ugh, this is just awesome.