Forever and Always

truth

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"What is it? Keysa"

"I can't, Emily. It will hurt you" She shakes her head again before i stood infront of her with my hands on her wrists.

"Keysha. Tell me. It will kill me more if you don't tell me, please Keysha" I said with my voice cracking in the end.

She let out a sigh before she pulled me down to the bed and let out a huge but shaky breath.

"Emily..."

"Niall-"

Present.

They say love is a beautiful thing but it is also a dangerous thing. Love has the power to either lit you or to kill you. And i have found myself in to the dangerous part of love.

Love is all about courage, passion, care, and trust. Without one of them, it all can shattered into million pieces. And i have lost my trust.

After Keysha told me the truth about Niall and i. I was completely shuttered, i feel like i'm dead. I have no power to stop this tears from pouring down and it makes me confused when will this tears stop because this is already maybe the third time i cry for the week.

I feel useless, no power. I just lay here in this hotel room, looking up at the ceilings with him inside my head, all the time. Keysha cancelled all of my jobs for the week so i can get my rest and my head straight. She said time can heal, but it has been 2 days and the pain still hasn't go away. I can feel it and for each second it pasts, the more stronger the pain is. I can't eat, talk, nor breath properly. I feel dead.

Keysha has been with me since that day and i was truly grateful. She changed my room into the suite and because i have no power to anything, i just go with it.

2 days ago

"Niall has something behind your back. All the guys are in this to" Keysha ended it with a sigh.

"I'm sorry, Emily. Niall has been pretending since the beginning" I raised an eyebrow while letting out a shaky and confused laugh.

"Since the first time you two met, their manager set this whole thing up. Niall has been fake-dating you for the publicity. They do this beacuse they want the media to be focusing on something else when there was a problem with Eleanor and Louis"

"Y-you're lying. Niall won't do that to me. No he won't" I shake my head in disbelieve while the tears are still running down my cheeks

"Emily, this is the truth. I didn't believe it at first, but i accidently over heared one of their manager's team talking and they're talking about this one paticular day --which they set up-- as yours and Niall's huge break-up day"

Present.

I have nothing to say.

Everything was an amazing huge lie. He doesn't love me. No, he doesn't. Not even a bit.

All those kisses, hugs, love making, laughs, tears, fight they were all big lies. And i was stupid enough to believe them.

I believed that he does loves me. I believe that he does care for me. I believe that this was real. Even this doesn't exists. And i kept thinking to my self, how could i be such a tool?

Everything are falling to pieces.

The crazy paparazzis on every fake dates we had. Manager set'em up.

Our first fake kiss at Niall's family dinner which somehow got all over the media. Manager.

His sudden mood changes.

His urgent and mysterious calls. Manager.

His urgent meetings. Manager.

The things running in his head. Our fake dating.

And the time when he make me promised go never leave him. It was about all of this after all.

For gods sakes.

And soon, i'm in fload by tears again. Keysha and Carol, yeah she knew about this and she told me she hasn't contacted Zayn since she knew. She is beyond pissed at him. They both sat next to me and started to pat my back.

"Emily, you really need to get over it" Keysha said but i glared my eyes at her.

"How, Keysha?! Tell me how!" I snapped at her with my glaring eyes. "Emily, please atleast stop crying" Carol said, rubbing my back with the palm of her hand.

"I'm trying my best, Carol. But i can't. The pain is still there" I sobbed in her arms but i stopped when i have an idea in mind.

It's a stupid idea but i'll do anything to stop this pain.

"Let's go get a drink" I said with my puffy eyes. They both isntantly shake their heads at me with wide eyes. "No! Emily-"

"Come on! You said i need to get over with it right!? So let's go!" I said, jumping out of my bed and head into the shower.

This must be the most stuppidest idea i have ever had but fuck, i don't give a shit.

Niall's POV

"Where the fuck is she!" I screamed with pure anger and stressed when i dialled her to the thousandth of time but she NEVER picked up.

"Niall-" I cut Zayn off when i threw my lamp to the wall causing all of the guys to held me in their arms.

"Fuck!" I screamed again and fell to my laps. Feeling disgusted by my face. I never should've agreed to that deal. I never should've.

I groanned when Liam handed me my phone and i took it with all my strength and barked to the caller. "What!?" Knowing exactly who the caller is.

"Mr. Horan, we would like to-"

"Fucking big no! She's gone, okay?!" I barked again with tears running down my cheeks with Harry's hand on my shoulder.

"The deal is that you-"

"I had enough with this! The deal is off! You can fire me or whatever! The deal is fucking off! Goodbye!" I screamed again before throwing my phone to the edge of the room.

"Niall-"

"Oh fucking shut up, Louis. I had enough! I'm breaking myself and plus, she's gone. She left! I fucking care less now if i fucking lose my job!" I shouted, glaring my eyes to the each of them.

Louis sighed before shaking his head towards me. "What i was trying to say is" He sighed before crouching down next to me. "We all are here for you, and we all know you have fallen for her, so we-"

"Deeply, i'm fucking in love with her, Louis" I sniffed before looking down to the ground.

"Yes, mate. That is why you have our backs. This thing has gotten out of hand"

"Yeah, screw them. There are tons of labels who wants us" Zayn said with a warm smile.

"Thanks lads but i fucking lost her. She saw me kissed Selena, she must feel betrayed" I sighed. "All we know that she hasn't know about the damn contract, and i can't contact either Keysha or Carol, so they are probably with her right now" Zayn said, and we all nodded at him.

"Fuck this, i'm gonna get drink tonight" I murmured under my breath with a groan.

"Niall, no. It's a bad idea, mate" Harry shaked his head but i shoved him off.

"Fine, we'll come with you. Atleast someone will take care of you" Liam sighed.

Whatever.

Fuck, i feel disgusted. Fuck

Sorry for the short chap.

But i intended it. Haha

Curious what'll happend? Wait for the next chap!

All the fucking love