Forever and Always

Finally

I woke up with a sting on my head. Great, i was drunk last night. I let out a little groan and sat up, i opened my eyes lightly to found myself still in Niall's room. Waa i really that drunk last night? Fuck. Oh god, i hope i didn't do anything to stupid. I let out another groan when Niall came in with a tea and a cookie in his hands. "thanks" I smiled warmly at him before taking the cup and also the cookie, finishing them all at once. Niall took a seat next to me on the bed before letting out a little breathe.

"How did you sleep?" He asked me with his little irish smile.

"Good, your self?"

"Yeah, the couch was pretty comfortable" He bit his lip and i smiled sheepishly at him. I giggled innocently at him and smiled again "Yeah, sorry about that" He chuckled and shrugged. "Used to it. Anyways, do you remember anything about last night?" He asked me and i sigh.

"I remember i forced you to give me a drink and you did and yeah, that's all about it. But i am sure it'd get back to me in a few moment" I shrugged easily before looking at Niall who is deeply looking at me. Oh no...

"Oh god.. What did i do?" My eyes grew wide in embarassed thinking about the stuffs i could possibly do to him when i was drunk. Fuck. Embarassing.

He didn't say a word, he just sat there with his head down.

"Oh god, what did i do?"

"Um.. I guess, you gotta wait till you remember... I kinda just-um.. Yeah" He suddenly took my cup and the little cookie plate from my hands and stood up from the bed, going to the little kitchen set this suite has.

Shit.. I must've done something very stupid and idiotic.

Niall's POV

Yes, i don't want to tell her. Cause i know how she would react. She'd charge me and she'll leave me again. I'll just like to enjoy the moments i have with her at the moment. But god, last night, the kiss was just all i have ever missed in my entire life. And it wasn't me who kissed her, it was her kissing me.

I let out a deep sigh as i remember where she said she would hug me anytime for as long as she lives, and now, she wouldn't, cause of that fucking deal. God, why did i ever agreed to do that stupid deal?

because of that, we are finished. Because of the deal, she hates me. Because of that, she's in pain. And because of that, it makes her hard to regain her trust on me. Fuck.

A smile came to my face as i hear Emily calling for me from the bedroom. "Yeah?" I shouted right before i jogged to the bedroom, seeing her in her clpthes nothing else but her undergements.

"Did you changed me?" She asked, standing up, making my face red in all it is. God, she is so fucking hot. With her red undergements, making my head hot and making my brother awake. But no.

Contain yourself, Niall.

"Um.. Actually, no" I chuckled nervously after clearing my throat and scratch the back of my neck and tried my best to only look at her face, not to her body. "No? Then how in the world would i ever be in my undergements right now unless you changed me?" She sarcasticly said, rolling her eyes before crossing her hands on her bare stomach.

"Well, you kinda-um.. Strip yourself to your undergements and you kinda asked me to have um.. sex with you, but i rejected you cause it would be wrong and yeah..." Her cheeks instantly turned fresh red after i told her what actually happends last night. "A-and how did i end up on the bed?" She asked, clearing her throat afterwards with her still fresh red cheeks.

"Well.. I kinda told you to go to sleep and it is better if you go back to your room cause it was already pretty late and you said no. And you literally ran to my room and immedietly jumped to the bed. And you told me you wouldn't be able to go to sleep peacefully if i am not beside you, so.. Yeah"