It's Time To Forgive.

Chapter 9- Shoppin' with Tommo

Chapter 9- Shoppin' with Tommo

Madisons P.O.V

Jumping onto my feet, I quickly made my way to Nialls familiar room to find it was locked. Typical. I couldn't hear anything, so decided that I'd talk to him as soon as he had calmed down, I probably wasn't the person he would most like to see right now....

But wow, mind blown! I can't believe he actually still likes me... Yes, I know what your thinking: Im gonna confess my love to him and we live happily ever after. Lol no. I cant deny, I still have feelings for him, but I can't love him again. I can't trust him, he will have to gain my trust back. I'm not just gonna be like a rag doll that he can just take off the shelf to use whenever he likes!

I'm not.

However, I'm not gonna just pretend like he doesnt exist. I wont forget about him, like he did to me. The whole time, I wouldn't stop thinking about the blond boy. And why? The real fact is, I couldn't, I can't. I can't stop that beautiful contagious laghter from ringing in my ears, that warmness that springs off him, those eyes... I can't forget about that, and I have tried.

I remember how I told him, just yesterday, that I would give him a chance. I also remember the extreme pain I felt when all those beautiful girls surrounded Niall wanting to marry him. Like a knife to the chest. I remember all this so clearly...

Ugh, I need to clear my mind, I'm too tired to think anymore. Tomorrow, I'm going shopping, I need to be away from these boys, though its only been two days, its exausting even being in the same room as them for even an hour.

Earlier today, we re-arranged the rooms so as the boys had to share two rooms and Izzy and I shared one for privacy purposes... Yes, now it all makes sense to you all, doesn't it?

I stripped quickly, washing my face and slipping on my pyjamas and slumping in the bed seeing a sleeping Izzy on the matress on the floor. I sware, that girl is so stubborn. Soon enough, I was in a deep sleep...

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I blinked my eyes open, the slight light coming through the curtain filling my vision. Looking down, I saw Izzy sprawled across the floor, fast asleep. Should I be nice today?

Would she do that to you?

Yes...

Ugh okay, I'll let her have her sleep!

Okay, I have got to stop arguing with my brain, I need to get some more friends.... As if on cue, Louis appeared infront of me, stopping me before I got to the kitchen.

Damn it!

"HEYYYYY MADIIIIIII!" He yelled, though I quickly responded with.

"Shhhhh!" Leaving him with a fake hurt expression. "Hi Lou." I then said when we were far away enough from the others to be heard, "Wazzzzzzzup?"

"Can I ask you something?" Said the Doncaster boy, and I could she r was being seriouse. "Course Lou, whats wrong?"

"Well.... Ikindofhaveacrushonizzybutwejustmetsoidontknowifishouldaskheroutyet." He spoke quickly, hoping I didnt understand. I did. "So what do you think?" He asked hopefully, I was so happy she would have someone she could depend on. Someone who could really love her, she deserves that with everything that has happened with her mom and all... I'm Glad that its Lou. "I think thats a great Idea!" He looked stunned, but quickly, his expression turned happy as a massive grin spread across his face. "Really?"

"Positive! But if you break her heart, I'll break your face." I tryed sounding menacing, but failed. "I trust ya Lou." I spoke winking at him. "Thanks Mads." He used that nickname, and from then on, Louis was one of my closest friends.

"Hey Lou, I was gonna go to the mall, when they wak up-"

"Ooooh, can I come!!!" He squeeled. Notice the he. I thought for awhile before saying "Yea, okay, but dont attracts too much attention!" I decided it was okay to go with just one of them, needing someone to go with me, but knowing Izzy wouldn't be up until about noon. "Course I wont gurrrrrlll! You an count on me!" He replied in a gay-like voice, I burst into histerics.

"Okay." I said after recovering, "First, let me have my food and then I'll get ready so we can go." I then shot sraight for the kitchen feeling my extreme hunger get the best of me.

You dont let me go hungry or else. Strangly I was oddly thin for the amount I eat, however I wasn't a stick nor very skinny.

Quickly, I sliced the bread putting the four peices into the toaster all together, then taking out the tub of melted chocolate- because I'm allergic to nuts- and took out a box of hidden pop tarts- I knew where all food was stashed- taking out one so no one would suspect me and placing them on the plate. I squeezed out some orange juice- see? healthy!- into a glass putting it onto the counter. Soon, the toast popped out of the toaster and I quickly grabbed it, whipping on big amounts of chocolate, then placing my breakfast on the counter, gazing at my masterpiece!

Okay time to eat it.

Stuffing the toast into my mouth and gulping down the juice, I savoured the lovely taste, then gobbling the delicious pop tart before anyone noticed.

I then rushed to my shared room, picking out a Panda jumper- it was quite cold as usual- and black skinny jeans, before taking a cold shower and applying slight makeup: mascara, eyeliner, and lipgloss. Slipping the outfit on, I put the front if my hair to the back of my head placing a nice turquoise bow to secure it (picture on the side), pulling on my turquoise toms and exiting the room to find Louis wating outside.

"Oh my gawwd, you take 5 eva!" He whined, just making me laugh.

"Le'go then?" I asked, and we heading out, not before Louis placed on a blonde wig and put on dark shades with a black hoodie. I can't imagine how hard it is to be famous...

We walked down to the mall, it was much smaller than the ones in England, but it was cute. We went to Jack Wills, Top shop, and a bunch of pther places. We then went to New look where I found this beatiful blue dress, it was strapless, silk-like and was knee-length. It had a white belt and I absolutely loved it, but was over-priced, I quickly turned away from it so as Louis wouldn't buy it for me like he did all my other clothes. He literally hid all my money, and when I decide not to go shopping anynore then, he just bought a bunch of clothes for me! (He had good taste though) I tried sneaking my money out of his pocket- awkward situation- and he gave it to me, but if ever he caught me looking at anything he would rush right to the counter to pay. Anyways, It was too late when I looked away, he noticed and ran towards the counter. Ugh, that little bastard...

We were about to go to Nandos when Louis tripped and fell, his whole desgise falling off. Just our luck. 

I bet everyone is going to think I am- 

"OMG ITS LOUIS TOMLINSON!!!"  

Oh no. 

I looked at Lou, Lou looked at me and we both spoke our thoughts at the same time with just one word:

"Run."

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Much love 

Izzy xxx