Say you still love me.

Chapter 9

We went into his room and I sat on his bed, he came and sat next to me.

"So what's up?"

"I'm sorry."

He sighed. "I'm not mad kelly. I mean I was just confused. None of us knew it was you. The way Louis described you isn't this." He gestured to me.

"Hey what did you do to your hand?"

He picked up the bandage hand.

I honestly forgot about it.

Um what can I sa- got it!

"I broke a bowl trying to cook. And I got glass all in it and stuff."

He looked like shocked.

"I'm okay though. All the glass and stuff is out."

He just looked at me.

"I really am sorry Harry. I shouldn't have blown up on you like that. I was just... I don't know. Mad I guess. I'm positive Louis told you about Everything. But he doesn't know What it felt like To lose Your best friend. I should have known you guys didn't know who I was. I was just worked up because I didn't want to see him." He hugged me.

"Why?"

"Because no matter what. The people you love and care for will always leave you. That's why. I already lost him once. I wish he would've just stayed lost! I wish Greg didn't make me come with him! I'll do nothing but hurt you guys."

"Why would you say that?" He looked actually concerned.

Great. Just great. Another person to lose.

"Because I know.." Why. What can I do? *sigh* I know. "Because If I don't stop here and forget this ever happened, I'll become friends with you guys. Then I'll hurt you all in some way. I always do. Then you'll leave me. So I'm stopping here." I got up walked out of his room down the hallway and the stairs.

"Liam I'm gonna go." I was about to cry.

"Okay I'll take yo-"

"Its fine I'll just walk."

"Okay then." He hugged me. "See you later?"

I nodded.

Harry's mom waved me over. I walked over to her she hugged me. "Hey come back any time." She said kindly.

I was walking to the door when I turned to wave bye to Them.

Don't cry.

right then I saw Gemma come from the living room.

"Oh I see your gonna leave without saying goodbye to me. Nice."

I laughed and hugged her.

She gives long hugs don't she?

She let me go and I walked out the door. I turned to close it and saw Harry sitting on the bottom step.

I can't just leave him there I mean look at him! It's the last time I'm gonna see him... Hopefully.

I walked back inside and ran over to him. He stood up and I hugged him.

I know I just met him but he has ,this way of getting to you. Making you feel like he's your brother.

I let go and walked out of the house.

After about three hours of walking I decided to call greg. 

After another hour of waiting. He finally got to were I was and picked me up.

The ride was silent he didn't ask what I did or anything.

Is he mad at me?

I don't know.

I don't feel like talking anyway.

When we pulled up my moms car was gone.

YESSSSS!!!!!

Greg parked the car and I  got out.

"Thank you."

"No problem."He smiled at me.

Maybe he just wasn't int he mood to talk? Yeah probably.

I walked inside the house and ran up to my room.

I decided to see what was on tv.

No.

No.

No.

No.

Ew.

No.

No.

NO!

HARRY FREAKING POTTER MARATHON!!!!! HELL YEAH!

Yes okay.

I'm a potter head.

I decided to change into sweats and a  T-shirt.

'Text

From: Gemma:P

Hey girl what's up?'

That's what she did when she was hugging me! Haha!

'To: Gemma:P

Nothing much watching a Harry potter marathon you?'

'From: Gemma:P

AHHHHH POTTER HEADS UNITE!!!!'

'To: Gemma:P

YOUR A POTTERHEAD?!?!?!?'

'From: Gemma:P

YES! But Harry doesn't ever let me watch the movies when there on:'( '

'To: Gemma:P

Gecho self over here! We can watch them together!'

'From: Gemma:P

Give me ur address and I shall!'

I sent her my address and and hour later she was here.

After some serious conversations about random things like how Ian Mckellen (dumbledore) is gay. We decided to order pizza.

We were  in the middle of Order of the Phenix when someone knocked at the door.

"Go get it!" She yelled at me.

I got up out of the bed and shut my bedroom door. I ran and opened it to see the person I least wanted to see right now. 

AKA.  Louis Tomlinson.

I was going to shut the door but he caught it before I could. Damn it!

"Kelly please."

"What do you want to talk about Louis! There's nothing to fucking say!"

"Please just let me explain." I pushed him out my door and followed him onto the porch.

"Save it! You had almost three years to explain!"

he sighed. "i know..."

"Well Your time is up. So Just leave me alone!"

I turned and walked back in my door.

"Wait!" He grabbed my arm. "Please I'm so sorry Kelly. I really am."

"What part of leave me alone did you not get! I was doing fine without you!"

He looked confused.

"Here let me rephrase it for you in a way you'd understand..." I had to think for a minute.

Ah I got it.

"Get out get out get out of my head. Wait get out of my life instead.

U don't U don't don't know what you Did? You left me and that's it!" I slammed the door. And turned to see Gemma standing with her mouth wide open.

She clapped.

Yeah I told her everything.

She's kinda mad at Louis now.

"Want some Ice cream?" She asked.

I nodded.