Say you still love me.

Chapter 22

"Well how wonderful... I think..." Mr. Freeland said as he motioned for Louis to take his seat.

He walked over and sat in the seat beside Jacob, one of Nate's bullies.

I couldn't take my eyes off him. I knew I was starring but so was he.

He mouthed 'hi.' To me and tried to give a small smile, but I did nothing. I'm in complete shock. I started to panic and he could tell. I immediately raised my hand.

"Mr. Freeland may I be excused?" He looked at me strange and some of the people laughed. I was tapping my foot anxiously.

"No you may not. Now back to class I have a ver-" I cut him off.

"Please Mr. Freeland!" I was basically begging here. He looked at me very sternly and shook his head no.

I never like him. I'm almost positive he doesn't like me. But I honestly don't give a fuck.

I looked at the ground then to Louis his face looked worried maybe even hurt but I don't care.

I started breathing faster and faster to the point I was almost hyperventilating. Danny grabbed my hand and Nate grabbed the other, they were trying to calm me down.

It was starting to work.

"Now Mr. Tomlinson, tell us about youself." He shrugged.

"Um well I'm in a band called One Direction." Everyone in the room sighed obviously knowing that. "I have five sisters." He looked at Freeland.

"Why are you here today?" He seemed a little shaken up by the question. He looked at me and I looked away.

"I hurt someone I care about... A lot actually." I felt anger start to take over.

"Why did you do this?" Louis looked at him like he was stupid. But Louis's Eyes were shiny like he was about to cry.

"I don't know..." He said quietly. "I was drunk and mad. I never meant to hurt anyone, Especially her." It seemed like everyone felt bad for him. He's lying.

"How much does this person mean to you Louis?" Even the fucking teacher feels bad for him!

Oh of course Louis was always the favorite. Literally everyone loved Louis. I was always 'that girl louis hangs out with' never was I Kelly.

I was the one that got picked on everyday. I was that sorry excuse for a human being that would get shoved in a locker or locked in a supply closet. Yet he never knew? I'm sure he did. What did he want me to be Bullied in school or something? Probably I mean you never know with louis he could've been playing me this whole time.

"I love her." He said as he looked quickly from me. I was boiling in anger.

"You fucking liar! You never loved me!" I yelled jumping up from my seat and walking to him. Chairs scooted and I think it was Danny who was holding me back. "Was I just something you thought you could you toy with then leave?!" He shook his head no as he stood up.

"Kelly n-"

"Then you come back and cause me to do this?!" I pulled up my shirt so he could see my side that had the scars that obviously said Louis. Everyone gasped even Mr. Freeland.

"Im sorry. I never meant t-"

"You never meant to what?! hurt me? No! You knew that what you were doing when you didn't call back or answer me! You fucking knew! And guess what?!" He had a tear running down his cheek and I don't even care that he's crying. This is all a game to him, That's all this is. "I was fucking pregnant!" His eyes widened and his lips parted. "He fucking raped me and you, my best friend, didn't care enough to even listen to the messages I left you." Oh great now I'm crying.

"I-I..." He couldn't say anything. And quiet frankly I don't think anyone could. I mean I just spilled almost everything about me when I've been refusing to talk about myself.

"I hate you." Was the last thing I said before I stormed out if the room. I heard someone following me but I didn't stop, in fear it would be him.

"Kelly wait." I heard Danny say. I stopped and ran to him. He wrapped me in hug and stood there while I cried into his shirt.

Danny stayed across the hall from me and Nate. There basically my best friends. Danny on the other habe is 22 and got here the same day as me, that's how I met him.

He has blondish sort of curly/wavy shorter hair with eyes that change from green to blue.

He doesn't like to talk about what he did or happened to him to get here so we just don't talk about that kind of stuff much. That's why it probably shocked him and Nate hearing that about me.

"Is that true kelly? Did you really get..." I nodded yes and Danny's eyes softened.

"Twins." I said quietly. "They were twins." I wiped my eyes, I had a small smile on my face as I thought about them.

"I'm so sorry Kelly." He hugged me tighter and I wiped away some tears with my sleeve. I let out a shaky breath trying to calm myself down.

Breathe Kelly, Just breathe. I felt my knees start to shake and I knew they were about to give out so I let go of Danny and sat with my back against the wall. He sat beside me and wrapped his arm around me. I leaned on his shoulder and stared at the wall. I closed my eyes and kept breathing.

"I'm guessing that's the guy you told us about." I bit out a laugh at his obviousness.

"Was it that obvious?" I said sarcastically as I wiped away the last if my tears.

"No. Not at all." I laughed again. "Come on Kel." He nudged me up, I shook my head no. "Dont worry. We're going to the music room." He set me a small smile and held out his hand. I grabbed it and he pulled me up, steadying me because I was a bit wobbly. I looked at him.

"Thanks for this Danny." He nodded and held out his hand.

Louis's P.O.V

"I hate you." She said as she ran out of the room. A guy ran after her and I just watched the doorway that she had gone out.

Did that just happen? I felt a salty tear touch my lip and I realized I was about to start crying.

Did she seriously say she was pregnant. No he raped her?!

No. That couldn't have happened. I... No it couldn't have. Could it?

Why would she lie about that. She didn't. Kelly has never lied to me. Why would she now? She wouldn't, that's the point.

He raped her.

She was pregnant.

I ignored her.

I wasn't there for her.

"Um... Mr. Tomlinson?" A voice brought me back to reality. I looked up to meet his worried eyes. I looked around and everyone was looking at me. One guy who was sitting by kelly had tears in his eyes. I looked at him confused.

Why is he crying?

He stood up keeping his eyes trained on me.

He walked up until he was maybe two feet from me.

"Your the guy." He said lowly. I couldn't say anything. "Your the guy who left her aren't you?" I looked at him with wide eyes. All of a sudden a fist came in contact with my face and I stumbled backwards. "Why'd you do it huh? Did you want to see her hurting? What did she ever do to you?!" He yelled as he stormed out of the room.

No. I never wanted that. Never did I mean to hurt her. I wanted to protect her. This is what happens when I love someone. I ruin it. And this time I honestly don't know if I can fix it. I think she may be to far gone from me to get her back.

I don't blame her.

I felt another tear fall down my cheek again. I covered my face.

"I'm sorry."