To The End

32 If You're Obsessed With Somone,

(DAMN IT)

32 If You're Obsessed With Somone, Why Would You Kill Them? (Mikey)

The crowd almost completely goes silent, several people scream. I see her about to fall, but I throw my bass down, and I run and catch her. Gerard was standing there, frozen, staring down at her.

        I held her in my arms, trying to stop the bleeding "Someone get help!!" I shout at the security guards, who were now rushing around. I hold her close "Dakota, hold on... please, for me...”

        Tears flood down my cheeks. She was breathing heavily now, she shakes her head and smiles. "I know that..." she takes a deep, painful looking, breath in. "I am done..." I shake my head "No, Kota, no! You will hold on.. Please” she grabs my hand, and brings it to her cheek. She closes her eyes and breathes in before continuing. "I thought I'd tell you later... but I don't think I've..." she wheezes when she breathes in, "I haven't got enough time..." she drags my hand down to her stomach, which felt like it was swollen a bit...

        No. "...I wish....." she coughs violently... oh god where are the paramedics?! I search around, they were running as fast as they can towards us.. "I wish it would've worked out..." she looks me in the eyes, a single tear falling from hers. "Would you stay with me to the end?" she says. She takes one last breath, when it goes out, so does the light in her eyes.

        Flashing before me was all the good times we’ve had together, all our laughs. The times that she would smile and joke around about Frank. But now all of those time are just memories.

        She goes limp in my arms, her eyes still open, staring at me. The paramedics reach us, they take her away from me.... I no longer hear the paramedics rushing, it's all quiet.

        Actually, there is the muted sound of Gerard, he's saying something about Kota, he's... he's calling my name... I feel him shaking me, trying to get a response. I just sit there, on my knees. I can't believe this is all happening....  how could she have been.. was she really ?

        They take her away from me, I let them. Maybe they can save her. It’s a possibility, isn’t it? They can save her, and we could be happy. We could raise a child, maybe two. We could grow old together. Die together.

        The tears flow faster, now Gerard had his arms around me, he was hugging me tightly.  I look around... an ambulance has just sped off... it was carrying her... the whole place was being cleared.. our fans... they were all being forced out...  "Mikey! Come on!!" He shouts. I hear him, Ray, and Bob talking. Then I feel someone practically picking me up, almost. They were now dragging me out. I only block them all out.

        I don’t understand why it had to happen. Why were we so foolish? We should’ve listened to that mad ‘Angel of Massacre’ .