Nothing Like Us

chapter 24

"Bobbi girl..." I call out in a soft, teasing voice as I zoom the camera in close "Time to wake up."
"Shut up J..." she groans without bothering to open her eyes "Just give me like ten more minutes."
"Nope. It's almost noon...get up lazy ass."
She finally squints up at me "Oh my god! Get the fuck outta here with that!" she gasps, burying herself quickly under the covers to hide.
"Nope." I repeat with a laugh "C'mon love..Smile pretty."
"You're so damn annoying." She sighs, but she throws the covers back and flashes me a flirty smile "Happy now?"
"Very." I nod, switching to serious, reporter-ish tone "So...what's it like having such a flawless piece of perfection for a boyfriend? Inquiring minds want to know."
She rolls her eyes with a smile "I wouldn't know...you're my boyfriend, remember? But if inquiring minds would like to know what it's like to have a giant pain in the ass for a boyfriend I could tell them."
I furrow my brow seriously "You got jokes huh?"
"Mhmm..." she smiles "Tons. Now put that down and give me a good morning kiss, what kind of bullshit is this?"
I sit the video camera down on the nightstand and lean down to place a gentle kiss on her lips "Morning baby girl."
"Much better." She nods, gripping my shirt in her hands "Look at you...all showered and dressed already...looking fine as hell too."
I stretch out above her, propping myself up with my elbows on either side of her head "You look pretty damn good too. Look at your hair...it's a damn mess. Why's it all crazy and tangled? Somebody fuck you right last night or something?"
"Maybe...and maybe somebody should do it again right now..."
"Admit it baby..." I grin "I got you fiendin' for the dick, cause I put that shit down."
She raises an eyebrow "Do you? Because all I hear right now is you talkin'...not a whole lot of walkin' going on."
"What?" I whisper, reaching between us to slip my hand into her panties "Like this?"
"Yeah..." she breathes "Something like that."
I massage her clit slowly with my thumb "You want to cum again? I broke you off three times last night and now you're puttin' me to work again. Spoiled...that's what you are."
"It's all your fault..." she moans.
"I know." I agree quietly "And I fucking love it."
I begin to unbutton my shirt but she shakes her head and grabs my hands "Leave it on...you look sexy as fuck in plaid."
"Well you look sexy as fuck in nothing so..." I trail off and pull my tshirt, which she slept in, over her head and toss it aside "Much better." I glance down and smile "You have the prettiest tits I've ever seen. Fucking perfect. And these..." I pinch her nipple lightly "All pink and beautiful. I wish I could keep them in my mouth all day long."
Her back arches when I lean down to suck and lick them softly "I wish I could keep your dick in my mouth all day long...we need to work out some sort of system."
I look up at her and laugh "A system? You're so weird sometimes b...I love you."
"I love you too..." she whispers, running her fingers through my hair "But you know what?"
I bite her bottom lip and tug on it "What?"
"You're still just talkin' bieber...you gonna fuck your girl or what?"
"Impatient little thing aren't you?" I tease, popping the button on my jeans as I rap jokingly "B want the d on the daily...girl can't get enough 'cause she love that stuff."
"You're so dumb..." she giggles.
"Why you gotta front?" I ask with a little smile as I circle her clit with the head of my cock before slowly sliding inside her "I'm cute as shit and you know it."
"So cute it's disgusting..." she agrees through a moan "No one should be as cute as you are...you make me sick."
"Nah baby..." I shake my head, fucking her a little faster "I make you cum...hard. So be nice or I'll stop."
"No you won't..." she argues, pulling me down closer.
I pretend to think it over, "I don't think I could even if I tried...why do you feel so mother fucking good? So tight and wet b...fuck."
She's suddenly pushing at my chest forcefully "Get off...get off and lay down, I want to ride it until I cum...you're going to slow."
"See?" I smile, taking her with me as I roll over "Impatient."
She begins fucking me quickly, gripping my shirt tighter with each rapid rise and fall "Damn b..." I rasp, staring down to watch her move along the length of my cock "Don't stop baby girl...fuck it...take what you need, I want to watch you cum."
Her hands fly to the headboard behind us to hold herself up "Harder J...I want it hard."
I drive into her as hard as I can...so hard that with each upward thrust she gasps in surprise "Like that baby?"
"Just like that..." she nods urgently "Don't fucking stop."
I sweep my tongue over my left thumb and begin fluttering it over her clit as if I was licking it "You gonna cum for me baby girl? I love to feel you cum on my cock...you get so fucking tight and hot..."
Her body comes to a sudden, complete stop while I continue to fuck her "Oh you're cumming baby...I can feel it...let me hear you, why you so fucking quiet? I hate that shit."
"Because I..." her sentence dissolves into a stream of tiny frantic gasps of breath.
"There it is b..." I nod "There it fucking is...keep going."
I slam into her so hard that her hair bounces around her breasts with each thrust until she's nearly begging me to stop.
Her eyes lock on my own "Cum in my mouth Justin...I want to taste it."
"Fuck..." I whisper, slowing down as I squeeze my eyes closed "Get up..."
She hurries off and watches me slide up until my back is resting against the headboard with my cock in my hand "Come here and get it then baby girl."
Her mouth descends down around me instantly, her soft, warm tongue spiraling in perfect waves as she moves up and down.
"Suck it..." I order through clenched teeth "Just like that b...goddamn baby..."
She takes it in as deeply as she can until the silky back of her throat sends me over the edge and I'm suddenly cumming right in her mouth just like she wanted. Moans and obscenities I can't seem to stop riding out on loud moans of pleasure.
She comes to a slow stop and then pulls back, watching me with heavy, deep breaths of content.
"Come here..." I smile, pulling her in close.
Her head finds my chest and we lay quietly for a while until the vibration of my phone reminds me "I gotta get up baby...Chaz and Ryan'll be here any minute. You gonna get up?"
"Later..." she sighs "Just chill with your boys for a while. I'm so sleepy."
I peck the tip of her nose with a little kiss "Put that ass to sleep didn't I? Alright baby...get some more sleep."

****
A few hours later I'm stepping out of the shower. Justin is downstairs with Chaz and Ryan. I have a few errands to run this evening but more importantly I have a doctors appointment as well. After talking to Justin at length about his parents suspicions, I decided to call and make an appointment. I spent most of last night researching doctors in the area after Justin went to sleep. Thank god one was able to fit me in for a last minute appointment this evening. I'm nervous as hell, maybe I am pregnant. I can't remember the last time I even had my period, but I kept chalking it up to stress. I want to be absolutely sure whether I am or not before I tell Justin. I've actually found myself really excited at the idea of a little life growing inside me. The whole thing is scary don't get me wrong, but exciting also. Scariest part for me is the impact it would have on Justin and his life but he also seems excited about the idea and I just have to trust that what's meant to be will be and that our love can get us through anything. Now the key is just playing it cool until I know for sure what is going on.

I hear them before I see them. All three of them messing around, laughing about something. There's seriously nothing better than seeing him this happy. The smile on his face makes my whole day. I don't know if I have honestly ever seen him this happy and relaxed. I'd see little glimpses of it before..here and there, but nothing like this. I pull on my boots and make my way down the steps to find them sitting in the kitchen at the breakfast bar..still laughing.

"What's so funny huh?"

Justin shakes his head and throws his thumb in Chaz's direction. "This dummy....talkin about fruit porn.

Ryan loses it all over again. Tears running down his cheeks. Justin bends forward in his chair and clutches his stomach.

"Bobbi....seriously...tell them....I know you know what I'm talkin bout" Chaz yells

I raise an eyebrow and squint, shaking my head no. "I have no idea what the hell you're talking about you weirdo."

He smacks his hands down on the breakfast bar. "Goddamn you people. How sheltered are you? You've never seen a bitch fuck herself with a banana? Stick a strawberry up her ass. C'mooon"

"Oh my god are you serious?" I burst out laughing right along with Justin and Ryan.

"B...He was looking for YouTube videos." Justin says still laughing and gasping.

Chaz shoves his shoulder. "Shut up Justin. I'll just invite some bitches over tonight and tell them to bring bananas. Bitches will do anything you tell them."

Justin shakes his head. "No way man. Sorry I'm not into watching bitches fuck fruit. I like normal porn like everyone else."

Now it's my turn to shove Justin's shoulder. "Hey now..Like you need to look at porn!"

He wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me into his lap. "I meant before baby girl. My life is like a porno these days."

"Oh my god stop J!" I say slightly embarrassed.

Ryan finally calms down enough to add his two cents. "We know how you are Bobbi..You think he isn't braggin about that shit all the time."

I side eye Justin and shake my head with a grin.

"What?" He smirks. "At least I'm not over here making you shove fruit up your ass."

I nod. "Good point babe and with that I gotta go."

"Where you runnin off to Bobbi? You too good to hang out with us losers? That's alright we don't want you at our party anyway." Chaz says sticking his nose up at me with a grin on his face.

I look at Justin. "What party? When?"

He jerks his head to the side to flip his hair off his forehead. Fuck I love when he wears his hair down. "The guys are bringin a couple of our old friends over later. Nothing big."

I raise an eyebrow. "Mhmm...Well behave at least until i get back."

Justin gives me a little mock salute. "Yes ma'am. You're not gonna be gone long are you?"

"A few hours." I lean down and give him a quick kiss then start toward the door, throwing a "see you losers later." over my shoulder. I turn around and give them a little smile but they knew that I was kidding. Of course that doesn't stop them from jokingly bitching amongst themselves as I shut the door behind me.


****
"Damn..." I laugh, nudging Ryan while surveying the crowd when I step into the front room "Thought we said just a few people."
"You know what happens when word gets around that JB's home to party?" He laughs back.
I pretend to dust my shoulders off "Yeah, that's just how I do."
He nods over in Chaz's direction "Look at dumb ass...trying to get it in tonight anywhere he can."
I glance in his direction and tilt my head "The fuck? That's my girl from out at the gates."
"Speaking of your girl...when's bobbi getting back?"
"I don't know," I shrug "Soon probably. But yeah..." I point towards her "She's a fan. Been spending her days out front. She's cool though. Real chill."
"Yeah, we saw her earlier when we came through. Chaz was eye fuckin her hard...bet he snuck out there and let her through. You mad?"
I wave him off "No...I'm straight. She's cute though isn't she?"
"Cute." He snorts "She's hot as fuck...I'm gonna get at her if he doesn't step his game up. She looks bored as hell."
"Yeah she does. Aye...watch this." I laugh stepping forward a little "Watcha doin' all the way over there girl?"
Her eyes light up while chaz fixes me with an irritated glare as she hurries over "How'd you get in here?" I ask with a flirty wink.
"Oh," she gestures behind her "Chaz invited me. Is that okay? I'm sorry...I can go if..."
"You're good..." I interrupt with another grin "Wanna be a sweetheart and fix me a drink though?"
"Yes!" she agrees enthusiastically "What would you like?"
I tug a lock of her hair "You're cute...surprise me."
She hurries off towards the kitchen as I sigh importantly "And that's how it's done, Butler."
"Nobody can get any pussy while you're around dick." Chaz huffs in annoyance once he's close enough to be heard.
"She don't want your dick anyhow loser..." I point out while shoving his shoulder "Last I checked she's hanging around outside my house not yours...well, your mom's I guess I should say."
He shoves me back "Yeah yeah...fuck you too. You already have the finest piece of ass I've ever seen...greedy mother fucker."
"Can't help it if they all want the d, Somers. Best get used to your mom's Victoria's secret catalog and your hand."
"Dick..." he mutters "Mark my words though...I'm dippin' into that shit tonight. Watch."
She appears beside us seconds later bearing a drink for me and a smile "It's a seven and seven...they're my favorite."
"Thanks Megs..." I smile back and take a drink even though I can't stand seven and seven's.
The fact that I've remembered her name, and even shortened it cutely causes her to beam with excitement.
"Can I see your bedroom?" she asks suddenly "I want to see where you sleep."
"Uhhh..." I stumble a little, what the fuck kind of weird question is that? "We'll see...later on though." I lie. That shit isn't happening.
"Smell..." she presses herself against me suddenly, following right along with me when I take a step back "I'm wearing the key...I wear it every day."
"That's good sweetheart..." I smile. "Hey listen," I gesture at Chaz with my drink "He was just saying he wanted to show you the pool. You ever seen an infinity pool?"
She shakes her head while hanging on my every word "They're sick...go check it out."
Chaz wraps his arm around her waist to lead the way "Are you coming?" She asks over her shoulder.
"Maybe in a bit love..." I wink. "keep an eye out for me."
"Whoa..." Ryan whispers when they're out of earshot "That was intense."
I down the rest of my drink with a wince...tastes like shit "She's alright...they get that way sometimes."
~
An hour later I stumble into the kitchen to find Ryan refilling his glass "Man I'm fucked up!"
He glances up "What? You've only had like three drinks!"
"I know..." I shake my head a little and steady myself on the counter until the room stops spinning, then point at the bottles of liquor "Hook me up...vodka and water...with ice though, I'm hot as fuck for some reason."
He eyes me with concern "What's your deal?"
"Settle down mommy..." I slur, working a little harder to form the words than I'd normally have to with ten drinks in me "Maybe I need to eat, lets order some pizzas or some shit."
"Cool..." he slides my drink over "Get your own drinks from now on though asshole, I'm not your beer bitch."
"It's not even beer stupid..." I laugh, rattling my glass in his face. "Now who's covering this music situation? This shit's fuckin' weak..I'm gonna go change it."
"I turned this on!" He calls out sounding highly offended.
"Shoulda known," I yell back stumbling over my feet a little "You fucking suck Butsy!"
A plastic cup goes whizzing by my head, "Go fuck yourself Biebsy!"
"Quit tearing shit up and order some mother fuckin' pizza!"
"Some what now?" He laughs wildly.
"Some pizza." I repeat, slurring the word until its nearly unrecognizable again. "Shut up...you know what I'm sayin'."
"Yeah yeah yeah..." he sighs "I got you...go sit down before you knock yourself out you fuckin' lush."
I throw up both middle fingers back at him as I slowly navigate my way out of the room.
****


I've been driving around kinda aimlessly for the last 20 minutes. I'm so fucking nervous and excited to go home. I'm trying to wrap my brain around it all. Could this really be happening? What if he freaks out? What if he isn't as excited as he said he would be the other night? This changes everything, hopefully in a good way. When the doctor told me I was actually pregnant I about fell off the table. Sure I had suspected it the last few days but it just didn't seem possible. After he gave me a few minutes for the shock to wear off the excitement started to set in. Especially when moments later he gave me a sonogram to determine how far along I am. Eight weeks along he said. How could I not have known this whole time? I felt like a complete idiot.

So after I left the appointment, sonogram picture in hand along with a ton of other reading material and a prescription for some prenatal vitamins. I had to figure out a way to tell Justin. It couldn't just be the typical way. I didn't want to go home and be like 'hey we're having a baby' It just didn't seem right. I wanted a cute unique way to tell him. I sat for an hour at a coffee shop trying to figure it out. Trying to process it all. Then I came up with what I think is a really cute idea. I went over to the mall and picked up the perfect silver picture frame with a baby rattle and blocks engraved on the side. I put the sonogram picture inside and had it gift wrapped. I really hope we don't have a house full of people when I get home. This has to be something I give him when it's just the two of us. I want the moment to be absolutely perfect. I envision him unwrapping the frame, confusion on his face that turns to happiness and excitement. Him wrapping his arms around me and telling me how much he loves me. I think I'd be pretty disappointed if it went down any other way. Yet I'm still so nervous that it's going to go down terribly and I don't know why.

Finally I take a deep breath and pull down the long road that leads to the house. I can hear music in the distance. The sneaking suspicion that I'm going to have to wait til tomorrow creeps up when I see all the cars in the driveway. There's no way I'm telling him with all these people here or if he's drunk. That's definitely not the way to find out you're going to be a daddy. I sit in the driveway for a few moments. Do I take the gift in or do I leave it in the car. Obviously if I go in with something gift wrapped he's going to want to know what it is. There's no way I'll be able to wait then because he'd never let me. I know Justin, he has no patience and would be begging me to let him open it. So I decide to leave it in the car until the time is right. I have to go in and assess the situation first.

I step out of the car into the cold night air. The music is blaring and if I didn't know better I'd think they had a system playing music outside but they don't, its just that loud. When I walk through the front door I'm greeted by a sea of people that don't even notice my presence. Oh my god this is ridiculous. A few friends my ass! This place is packed and there are red solo cups and beer bottles everywhere. He has lost his damn mind. I can't believe he'd throw a party this big and not even tell me. Not to mention the fact that he really can't be doing this shit on house arrest. He was doing so well. I shake my head and sigh as move further into the house to try and find Justin. The cleaning lady is not going to be happy with him tomorrow that's for sure. I find Chaz first, who is playing beer pong in the game room. He's wasted and slurs out a sloppy 'Hey Bobbi' Then he mutters something else I can't really make out, before returning to his game. Drunk people are so annoying when you're the only one who's sober.

When I arrive in the living room seconds later. I scan the room for Justin. Instantly my eyes land on him and my mouth drops open. He's sitting on the couch with two girls in his lap...I recognize one of them as Megan, the girl who's been hanging around outside non stop, all three of them kissing each other. Before I can even think I stomp over and shove his head hard, knocking his hat off. The two girls scamper up off of him, uttering apologies and run from the room.

"What the fuck is this shit Justin?"

He looks up at me slowly. "Huh?"

He's completely fucked out of his mind. He squints his eyes to get a better look at me but his head just falls back and he laughs.

The room has gone quite. I look around as tears race down my cheeks. Is this really happening right now? Quickly I run from the house and jump in my car where I completely lose it. I'm pounding on the steering wheel screaming like an idiot. Why now? I thought things were so different. I thought he was different and once again he proves me wrong. I take a deep breath and slam the car into drive I notice the gift wrapped picture frame that still lies waiting for him on the passenger seat. I lose it even further as I tear out of the driveway, trying to get as far away from him as possible