I Need You

chapter 1

Do you ever feel like you're trapped in your own mind? Or sometimes wish that your life was a movie and your just waiting for the happy ending? Do you feel like you dont know who you really are like your trying to find yourself? Do you ever think that life is just a game?

Its annoying all the toughts that swim around in my head there is so many thoughts I can't keep them all in line and I dont know what to do with them all. Some of the thoughts are good and some are bad. The bad ones are the ones that keep you awake at night when you're trying to sleep. It's the bad ones that make you sobb. The ones that make you think more. The ones that make you want to scream.  The ones that make you want to comit suicide. It's thoughts that scare you and make you want to run away and hide and never come out. Everyone hates bad thoughts but you need bad to balance good right?

Do you ever just think why things happen the way they do? Like why someone you love leaves you? Or why people come into your life only to hurt you? Do you ever wish you could go back in time and change what you did? Why do we all have such different lives but yet we all find a way to survive?  Some people have life on a silver platter, where others have to work very hard to try make their life a happy one.

"MELODY!" I heard my name being called as I snapped out of my deep thinking.

"Coming!" I yelled back as I walked downstairs to my parents. I walked into the kitchen and saw mum, dad and little brother.

"We're going out to the shops to get you things for your birthday party are you going to be ok staying home?" Dad asked.

"Yeah, I'll be perfectly fine here by myself dad" I replied with a smile and dad grabbed the car keys off the kitchen counter.

"Okay we'll see you when we get home honey" dad said and I smiled. They all walked out the door.

"See you guys when you get home." I said and I turned around and heard the front door shut. I went to the fridge and grabbed out an apple. I walked back up to my room and sat on my bed. I opened my laptop and went to click on skype but before I clicked on it my best friend called. I answered him.

"What's up buttercup?" He asked leaning back in his computer chair.

"Not much actually, my parents went out to get supplies for my birthday party" I replied.

"You excited for your birthday party?" He asked.

"Yeah can't wait!" I replied and I took a bite of my apple.

"Oh guess what?" He said suspiciously. He moved closer to the screen so I did the same.

"What is it?" I asked. He smiled.

"Guess who has an exchange student staying with him? This kid" He pointed to himself and spun around once on his chair.

"Haha awesome!" I said excitedly. He smiled. I wonder what this new student looks like...

Nathan's pov:
I was walking down the long hallway at school to my next class with people starring at me from every social group. I am the most popular guy in school and girls fall at my feet left, right and center but im not complaining. Its cool when you know everyone because you know a lot more people than everyone else.

"Can Nathan Winchester please come to the office immediately" I heard my name being called over the PA system and I spun on my heels which caused a screaching sound on the floor. I began to walk away from my class and started walking to the office. People walked past me and I just kept walking. I looked to see a sign that read office in bold letters. I took a deep breath and walked in to see what I had to face this time. I walked up to the lady that sat at the front desk typing away on the computer, you know sometimes I think they just type random things to make it look like they are working.