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Chapter 22

Jimin's POV

Guilt ran through my blood coldly as I sighed heavily to myself. My back slid down the door slowly while my morals began kicking in and slapping me across the face to make me realise how I'm acting.

I'm the biggest jerk in the world.

Taehee tried talking to me twice today but I'm the one who ignored her when she should be the one angry because I broke my promise to her.

Yet I'm sulking in my room by myself just because J-Hope was hugging her and I'm jealous of how she's always being surrounded by those fiflthy scumbags who use to treat her like dirt.

I could hear the faint sound of muttering coming from the lounge room but the sound of the television blocked most if it.

As they continued talking, I pressed my ear against the door, hoping to get clearer sounds.

But of course that didn't work.

"I'm bring stupid." I mutter grimly to myself. And great now I'm even talking to myself. Is this the first stage of going completely insane?

I slapped my cheeks lightly and shook my head. The muffled voices from the outside became a little clearer and I was even more curious than before, now that I could actually make word of what they saying now.

But there was one problem still, V and Solbi's bickering made it hard to hear what Taehee, Hoseok and Jungkook were saying.

I sighed, giving up and threw myself on top of my bed, lying face down on my bed.

This time I stuffed up real bad, yet I still don't want to apologise. I kicked her foot and instantly felt horrible but she didn't say anything or even yell in pain. But every time I look at her, all I can think about was her hugging J-Hope and I would nearly instantly turn cranky and ignore her, it was somewhat a reflex.

My phone buzzed, I sat up and I took a look to see who messaged me.

Kim Jinae: Hey Jimin, you busy? Wanna hang out?

I replied to her message with a 'sure' and sat up. I changed out of my uniform and got into more comfortable clothes.

As I walked out of my room, everyone was looking at me while they watched their drama. My eyes fell on Taehee who was peacefully sleeping on top of J-Hope's lap as his hands were running through her hair.

My blood boiled again, I use to be the one who did that.

"Jimin ah where are you going?" V asked as he grabbed a handful of popcorn and ate it in one shot. "Jinae wants to hang out, I'll be back late or I might just sleep at the dorm for tonight."

For a second, I swear I saw nearly everyone scowl and frown. 

Solbi grinned, "good. Me and Hobi are staying for the night." I shrugged and began walking out. I took one last glance at Taehee before leaving.

"Hey Jimin." V called on stopping me for a second.

"Yeah?"

He hesitated for a moment but soon spoke.

"Be careful and don't speak before thinking."

I raised an eyebrow at him but nodded.

"Okay bye."

I walked out of the room, still picturing Taehee and J-Hope together as a couple.

The feeling of jealously flowed through my veins again and I couldn't help but feel angry but apologetic at the same time.