Selfish thoughts.
They probably shouldn't have to be said at all.
As a man they say my feelings should be less involved.
But I can't help that I have personal problems still left unsolved.
Intelligence.
I have enough to pass. But I'm lazy & I'm stuck on things i shouldn't want to have.
Substance seems to be a subject no one can grasp.
& I hate the fact that sometimes having someone to talk to is to much to ask.
Companionship I hate the fact that I'm needing it.
I fear being alone but it happens every time the seasons switch.
Im to trusting the good in people is what I've been believing in.
Then again I can't be in relationship & be secretive.
Life moves on as I add up the learned lessons.
But I still check my phone hoping for a returned message.
Don't force things hoping it will make ways.
It hurts to discover that you & her aren't on the same page.
To many peoples persona you can be seeing through.
To many examples i wish i really needed proof.
Perfection is a fantasy wake up is what i need to do.
I wish you needed me because I needed you.
#Flowin
