On lonely nights like tonight, I really notice your absence. We used to talk every day, all day and now we barely talk at all. We would talk about pointless things, but it didn't matter because as long as we were talking, we were happy. The shift in our communication is what initiates the ache that I feel. I don't know what happened. I don't know if it was something I said or if you just got bored of me or maybe you even found someone new. I wish I could send you a message without feeling like I am annoying you.
I feel lost without you - half empty even. It isn't so bad when I'm at school and around other people, but when I am sitting alone in my room, I really start to feel it; the emptiness that remains from when you left. Maybe if I knew why you left this wouldn't be so hard. I wish I knew why. Why did you leave? Is there another person who is making you happier? I wasn't expecting you leaving to hurt this much. People leave me all the time, yet with you it is different. I suppose it's because you matter more than any of the others. So I guess all I'm trying to say is I miss you. I miss you a lot.
