The Girl With Locker Number 854 [ girl x girl ]

25 I wish

Obviously now it was all up to me choosing James or choosing Rose.
Under her impression I had already choose her.
But that might just change.
James was sweet and dark.
Rose was sensitive and fierce.
They were both amazing in their own ways.
That's the problem with being bisexual.
You always end up liking a guy and a girl that are both equally amazing.
James was still awkwardly bawling his eyes out on the schools floor.
Luckily school we had a half day and school was ending in 10 minutes.
I bent down and sat close to him.
"James I....."
"Don't even try Bloom."
I sat waiting for him to keep talking.
"I knew you wouldn't understand."
I put my head on his shoulder he started bawling more.
When he cried it was less noise and more tears and sniffling.
"James I'm sorry."
"I hate it when girls pity me."
He sighed.
"Don't do this because you pity me."
I wrapped my arm around his waist and he bent forward.
I held him closer and hugged him letting him cry into my shoulder.
I leaned my head down on his shoulder and also began crying.
"I wish I could've met your mom."
He sniffled.
"She would've liked you Bloom.
Your sweet girl
Don't change."
"I won't change if you won't."
"Deal."
He laughed moving away from my shoulder and wiping his tears.
"I should go."
I waved goodbye and watched him hop onto his bus from the schools window.
I sighed.
I wish I could tell what my heart was telling me.
I wish.
Life would be so much earlier.
Rose or James?
It's always that one constant question.
Either way there would be drops of water emerging everyone's tear ducts.
Either way I would be relieved yet still slightly in love with the other.
Both of them had one part of my heart.
The question is,
Who will conquer and steal that 51% leaving the other candidate for my true love with 49%.
I would literally do anything.
Anything at all.
So my heart could decide what the right thing to do was.