nothing feels right
like, everything is different, and I feel out of place
why does it feel so wrong to get what you've wanted all along
maybe that's just a side effect
hopefully it goes away
hopefully i am glad I got what I want
because I am
I am
I should always be
but im kinda out right now
I just feel awful
what's wrong??? what did I do wrong??? was it even me???
when will I active what I am supposed to
we should talk
if you want
sorry
kiss me
sorry
im so jealous of you and sometimes you make me mad
but that's with everyone
it's nothing you have done that would make anyone else mad
just me, and my own thoughts and philosophy and issues
you're so perfect
why can't I be like you
because you're one of a kind?
probably
and there's also another person I don't mention much
i read all your stories
i read what you say
you never cause me problems
thank you
