You.
You do so much, and deserve so much praise, you are so perfect, despite what others say, don't believe them my dear.
But is it getting boring? Is this all I wanted?
No, I still want to know and do more.
So, I will continue.
Maybe it's for the best I don't ever know, so I can keep wondering.
I hate being alone at night, the quiet free time I have.
Alone.
I have a really low self esteem, I should stop comparing myself to others, I am my own person. But that's hard, why do people say it's so easy?