i've cried thinking about you
how you are hurting, and I can't do anything but draw and talk with you
im so sorry
you could never ruin things between us
i love you so much
like I would drop out of school and leave everyone and everything behind just to meet you in person for one day
i want to kiss you and comfort you and hold your hand if you are upset
but i am far away
one day, maybe we can
im sorry
please let me help you and talk to me if you are ever confused or upset
i don't mean just understand, i mean literally confront me at any time and tell my what's wrong
i don't mean just expect me to say this every time, i mean it, please talk to me if something is wrong
i want to help, not just be dead weight causing you problems
im sorry that im not that straightforward, im just.... scared, because of what can go wrong, what will go wrong, what could happen, what couldn't happen
im sorry
i can help you
