i guess it's the small things that keep me going but im so unlikeable and selfish and bad and boring how am i extroverted im so self conscious and scared and gross andndnd i just can't tell if everyone that actually does like me is lyingg im so pathetic wwhhy why am I always mad at people when i see things that should make me happy for them im sick of this i hate this i want to sleep until im cute and nice agai, n
