i feel like i'm not allowed to write if someone else has written recently
i feel like in not supposed to talk about how bad i hurt if someone's hurt worse
i just wanna cry a lot,,, what's wrong with me
things I wish I could talk about more
my parents
my lies
my gender
my physical pain
my mental pain
my emotional pain
my intentions
my theories
me
but I feel like that would be too much for even an emotional journal
so here are brief things
my parents hate me
i am a compulsive liar when I'm not online
i honestly don't know my gender anymore
my neck and ankles and nose hurt
i get stressed easily
i am upset or mad at a lot of people for no reason
i just want what's best for me and the people i care about
everything is a stimulation
im a fluctuating emotional mess
sorry
