i don't likkewriting immmaking thingssworsee im so sorry I'm so bad at thiss i love you bbut i don't deserve your love imm making everything worse im why you're sssad oh god oghod ijus tw anna be ok
it's so terrifying to think I could stop worrying and give up on you and all of this for good, but I dont want to and I cant, i care about you and I know it will eventually get better, there will be times when we are happy, and isn't that what it's worth by now?
i love you and i wish i could change how we met or relive it, i'm sorry that it all went bad
im sorry
i wish we could talk but we're scared and it's all so scary
please dont doubt that i love you i wonnt ever ever lie about that,
im sorry
