I miss you
Like, I miss when it was always happy, just fun and art and messing around.
I liked that.
But we're in too deep now, we've fallen in together, and we cannot undo anything.
I have a lot of emotions built up but I choose not to spill them all.
And secrets. A lot of those. Good thing I'm a good liar.
I know I may seem conplicated, but I try not to be vauge but I'm afraid not to. Its like I'm trapped between facing my dark fears and being built up and complex.
Horrible.
I'll try to do better.
How do I make you feel? Really?
This is unreal.
