Crush

Part 10

Nikki's p.o.v. -
I was racking my brain after talking to Emma and was thinking about Ryan so hard I could swear I heard his voice.

I turned around to see no one but I still felt his presence in my room. I heard his voice yet there was no one but me in the house.

I spent the last three days texting Ryan and hoping that time would speed up. I wanted his face before me so badly I kept longing and aching to see him.

Finally after the third day I heard a knock which made the dogs freak out and before I knew it I heard a low voice say "Nikki? Are you there?"

I ran towards the door after putting the smaller nervous dog in his crate and opened it to see a familiar face. That which I desperately wanted to see.

The man standing on the outside stepped in and kicking the door behind him his arms flew around my waist pulling me close to him burning my lips.

Oh how I had ached for this moment, to feel his lips brush against mine as they had in Chicago and Cleveland. The only moment he stopped the kiss was to ask "Did you miss me?"

I said "Are you seriously asking me that? Isn't it obvious?"

Continuing that kiss up again as my bigger fluffy dog sniffed Ryan and licked his hands.

Ryan eventually stopped to say hi to the dog and was surprised to see that when he said "Hi" he lifted his paw to shake it.

I looked at him sweetly and said "He's been able to do that for a while."

Ryan looked at me and said "That's cool. I have to tell you something."

I stopped him and said "I do too. It's important."

Ryan put his finger to my lips and said "I bet what I have to say is better."

I said "Oh mine is pretty big."

Ryan said "You know I find you beautiful and sexy. Your eyes sparkle and light up whenever we talk or kiss. I can feel your heart race when I'm close to you. I know you can feel mine too. Every part of me wants to be close to you. My mind my heart my body my soul. I love you Nikki! I had to see you so soon because I love you!"

I grabbed his hands and said "Ryan you have my heart. You had it the moment you first met me in Chicago. Your smile is contagious and the way your eyes get a deeper blue when you're happy is amazing. I can't help but feel the way I do about you. I love you too! The only problem is would you feel this way after you know something important about me. Something not everyone knows."

Ryan said "Just tell me. It won't change anything. Nothing you tell me could take away my love for you. Nothing could stop my from wanting you close."

I looked down before speaking "I..I'm...I"

Ryan calmly brushed the hair from my face and said "Tell me. I won't be mad."

I said nervously "I'm a virgin and you're my first love."