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-Spencer's POV-

Tuesdays. I knew that day always had something bad in store for it.

Going on tour is one of them, having to face Louis another.

And and seeing Grant and Eric before I leave.

Oh, I knew I forgot something.

I'm getting Jakes cremated remains today.

So right now on the tour bus in the bathroom in the tiny shower/bathtub ignoring Louis.

Sounds like fun right?

Ya no.

Every little bump I go at least 3

Inches in the air and land on my butt.

"Spencer I have to pee." I heard Niall yell from out the door.

I rolled my eyes and gripped the side of the tub trying not to fly in the air from the bump coming up.

"Pee out the window, girls well pay millions." I yelled back flying in the air again and hitting the bathtub tile with a loud thud.

"Please Spencer? Liam has something for you anyway." Niall yelled back.

I sighed in defeat and go out of the bathtub and unlocked the door dodging Niall who made a bee-line for the toilet.

Covering my eyes I shut the door

And made my way to the couch.

"Have fun in the bathtub sweetheart?" Zayn said playing a video game.

"Loads." I commented back sarcastically.

I heard his laughter as I walked into the kitchen to see Liam playing around with something.

"Niall said you wanted me?" I asked him sitting on one of the bar stools.

"Ya, I got Jakes ashes..and I know how much you love him so I made you this." He said handing me a small silver heart necklace/locket.

He chuckled when he saw my confused look and took it opening it up to reveal a picture of me and him along with- some of his ashes?

Tears brewed over my water line threatening to fall over.

"Thank you." I said before letting the tears fall and hugging Liam.

I was tired of being strong infront of everyone.

All I needed to be was me, and if you couldn't except that, then you don't except me for me.

And if you don't except me for me, I guess your not worth keeping in my life are you?

It's time to start something new.

It's about time the old me came back, so ready or not here I come.

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