Falling up

'Life'

The rest of the day went by quickly and awquardly.

I kind of kept away from the guys, especially Louis for the rest of the day.

I stayed away from everyone. I didn't want to be disturbed or spoken too.

All I wanted was it be be Me, Myself and I for a while.

To think, and to have time to myself for sometime.

I don't know wether or not to forgive Louis or to just be 'aquantinices," or friends.

Or to just ditch everything, the drama the heart aches and go home.

But where is home?

With Aunt Sue?

We got in an argument and everything so I don't think I'm welcome there anymore.

I don't have enough money to get my own apartment.

For now home is here, on a bus with moving wheels traveling all around the world- with 5 crazy guys.

"Spencer, open the door". Nialls voice tells from the other side.

All of our beds were in 2 rooms, and he had the other bed in my room.

Groaning in frustration I got up and unlocked the door plopping back down on my bed.

"You okay Spencie?" Niall said lightly shutting the door and sitting beside me.

"I wish I could answer that question. But in all honesty, everything's as crazy as Charlie and the Chocolate Factory." I said crossing my legs to look at him.

"Like I said, everything well turn out right in the end." He said wrapping his arms around my torso and pulling me beside me.

We stayed like that for a while just next to each other, like best friends do.

But the question just crossed my mind, what if I want to be more than friends?

I had avoided the answer for too long. Everyday I longed for his touch ad comfort.

So, yes I do want to be more than friends.

But what if he doesn't? What if he thinks I'm repulsive and is only my 'friend' because he feels bad for me?

What if things turn out like Louis and I?

Risks are what life is. You have to take them in order to live.

"Spencer?"

"Niall?"

We both said at the same time.

We freed each other from our grasps and I turned to face him, he mimicking my actions.

"You go first" we said at the same time again.

We both fell over laughing and after settling down for a minute we sat back up and faced each other.

"We both say what we want to in the count of 3." Niall Said moving closer to me.

I nodded my head and he began the countdown.

"3....2....1" he said.

"I think I love you." We said at the same time and look at each other in the eyes.

Did he just say what I think he said?

And the next thing I know

He's leaning in and he placed his lips on my before pulling away after a few seconds.

"Niall...Spencer?" I heard a voice say from the hall.

Louis.

And here comes the troubles, the risks, and a hell of a roller coaster ride called. 'LIFE.'