Falling up

Back from death

"I can't live without you." I heard Niall say.

"Go back Spencer, your strong enough. Don't leave Niall. Don't leave them again."I heard Tyler.

I couldn't see anyone of anything thing. The room was blank. But I could I could hear.

I tried to fight the darkness but it kept consuming me.

It's like trying to get air when you trapped underwater, impossible.

But always remember that in the word 'impossible' the words it's self screams 'I'm possible.'

It's possible to break free. But I don't think I can, the darkness has won.

"Spencer you are the only thing that Lights up my world. I'm sorry you had to die that way. I'll be with you soon though. Right when I get back to the hotel, we'll be together again I promise." Niall said through the darkness.

What dose he mean ill be with you? I'm Aldready there with him.

"Spencer. Your dead." I heard my Dad spit at me.

I'm dead. He'll be with me soon.

Be with me soon- Nialls going to kill himself to be with me.

I fought the darkness with all the remaining strength I had.

I heard Niall get up from his chair.

He can't go.

I fought until I say a little glimpse of light.

Light, I'm winning. I saw him. Looking over me crying. His head in his hands talking quietly to himself.

I fully opened my eyes and looked around the room, it was empty besides him in the with me.

4 single chairs and a little side table for me was all the room had.

"Niall? Don't cry." I said trying to reach up and touch his arm, only to have my arm pulled back.

I looked down and there was an IV in my arm. Great, needles.

Niall sniffled and looked up dazed at what had just happened.

"Spencer? You can't be alive, your dead. You aren't suppose I be here." He said concerned testing himself.

"Were you really going to kill yourself?" I said almost silently.

It was like I hadn't been dead there. I was perfectly me.

He took a moment to think before answering.

"Ya, I was. I just couldn't imagine life without you. I mean I've almost seen you die 2 times. I though you were really gone." He said new tears flowing down his already tear stained cheeks.

"Don't cry Niall I promised I wouldn't leave. And I'm keeping that promise." I said managing to sit up despite the needles and kiss him on the cheek.

"Sweetheart , you missed." He said chuckling.

I cocked my eyebrow at him and be sighed kissing me in the lips his lips lingering there longer that necessary.

"You missed." He said before taking out his phone texting the rest of the guys.

"Is Louis okay? Is he hurt?" I said remembering him.

"Are you kidding me? Your worrying about him? Your the one who got stabbed. But he dose feel horrible for stabbing you if that answers your question." Niall said in disbelief.

"Promise me one thing." I paused and he nodded indicating continue.

"You'll be there for me when I need you." I said looking at him seriously.

"Always." He said taking my raised pinky and securing it with his.