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Dollhouse

'I see things nobody else does'

Ashton.
My life was a mess. Everyone says so, but I don't believe that. I mean, everyone's life is a little hectic right? So what's the deal with picking on me? I haven't done anything to anyone, or so I think. Again, people say I've ruined lives but I don't know how that's possible. My parents keep me in my house half the time, so how could I possibly hurt someone or ruin their lives if I'm inside the whole day?

I catch people calling me a psycho and that they should stay away from me because I'm dangerous but that's not true, I know it isn't.

I live in a small town so it's hard for anyone to make friends, but it's always been harder for me. I've had friends in the past but they all left me once they found out about me, well not me, my family.

My family is a mess, not me. I think that's what people mean by how my life is a mess. Mine directly is not but my family's is, and I can't help that. I think people just don't know what to say to me because they feel pity for me, which I can understand. My family is a little messed up.

You see, my dad cheats on my mom. My mom is an alcoholic and always forgives my dad which I never understood, I think she does it for me and my sister. Oh, and my sister is a drug addict. But that's okay, I always forgive them for their problems.

I heard there's a new girl at the school this year, I'm gonna try to be friends with her before anyone can tell her about my family issues. And I'll keep that away from her so I won't scare her away.

I need a friend.

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S. Kay xx