#5 Connor

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My ears were ringing. My eyes were blurry. I felt like I had just experienced the same explosion my parents had. The one Becca had set off.

"Connor I'm sorry" Her voice is desperate, like she's hanging over a black abyss, "I didn't mean to... I never meant to- I'm sorry."
I don't let her continue. I stand and turn away. I hear her collapse behind me, on the cold concrete floor. Her sobs and Cry's shake through me, all the way to my core.

But I can't actually feel it. I can't process any of it. I can't imagine the guilt she feels. I can't do anything as the emotions I pushed down to the darkest parts of me, bubble to the surface.

Eventually I drag my legs forward and head towards the dorms. I just want to sleep.

And forget.

I get asked too many questions. What happened up there? Where did you learn those moves? Are you alright, dude? Why are your eyes so red? Are you crying?

Is Becca ok? I nearly screamed.

But I ignore them all. I don't say a word, I just head for my bed. The covers curl around me like smoke. And I fall into the abyss Rebecca was hanging above.

A/N You like? What do you thinks gunna happen next? Please comment and vote! Bye all! - Evie

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