After my funeral which I did not stick around for by the way. It was too hard to see my parents and family cry over me.
I was lost at first like I didn't know what it is I'm really meant to do. I didn't have anyone waiting for me on this side to be like the tour guide of the afterlife.
I kind of made it my mission to see the places I'd never seen in life. The great seven wonders of the world and so on. After you see it you've seen it you know?
All this time I've been alone and I miss feeling happy, noticed, hell I'd even go for feeling sad. I just don't feel anything at all and its the most lame thing.
The only time I start to feel anything ever is music. I've always been into music even when I was alive music spoke to my soul then and it sure as heck does now.
Im not picky when it comes to music it has to make me feel something though. Like any emotion and I'm good with it.
The best kind of music is live. My favorite is punk rock. The way you can feel the music as well as relate to it is the coolest.
Tonight a band called 5 seconds of summer are coming to town and I will be there just like I am for every concert.
I am currently in the mall looking around at the people and clothes. I also like to mess with people sometimes nothing like scaring them just making life be difficult at times.
I can only be effective with electronics mainly. I can touch said object and either work it or distort it ect. I can also walk through stuff I learned that the hard way. Did you know you can still be a clumsy person as a ghost? Yeah you can I tripped over my own feet and rolled head over heels right into the next room. It freaked me out to say the least, but its came in handy knowledge wise.
I can change clothes by picking what I want and thinking about it on me and bam on me. That's pretty cool too.
Out of all this stuff, no one notices me ever. I can't even find any other dead people. It's not like I'm see through to myself so I guess they wouldn't look that way either. The only thing that can be considered ghostly is I'm pale but I was pale when I was alive too. My eyes are rimmed in dark black but it looks more like I went a little over bored with the eyeliner. My long blonde hair is always straight and my eyes I've noticed are blue or black depending when I look at a concert we have blue when I'm not at a concert we have black.
