It's been a week since the concert. I haven't texted Nate yet. I haven't called him. Neither has he. I would but I have no idea what to say to him!
Maybe I should text him. I don't want him to know it but I still have feelings for him. It's 11:00 it the morning I'm sure he is awake by now.
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Nate's POV
Lilly hasn't texted me yet. I wonder if she knows your tour is over now and I'm not busy anymore? Well not totally busy. I still have Rachel who I am currently dating.
I love Rachel. She is so beautiful. She is also jack's sister so I have to be extra careful and be super nice or he would probably kill me. I am staying in a house with Andrew and Jack for our time off. We aren't working at all right now. No studio. Tours over. Finally sometime to kick back and relax.
There is a knock at the door. I wonder who? I went to open the door and Rachel is there. "Hey sweetie. Come on in." I say but she didn't come in. She stood there. I walked outside and closed the door behind me.
"You ok Rachel? You look upset?" I say worried about her. She shook her head no. "Nate we need to talk." She finally looked at my. Her eyes where red. She had been crying.
"Rachel is everything ok?" I said. "Come on tell me it's ok." I gently put one Han on her shoulder and pulled her into a hug as a tear ran down we face. She pulled away. What is wrong with her?
"Nate I-I have been trying to tell you this for a while but never found a way to. A-and your always so busy with the band." She said stuttering a little.
"What are you trying to say?" I said having a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. I gulped and waited for a response.
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Another tear down her face.
"Rachel?"
She sniffled and a fourth tear came. "Nate I think we should break up." She whimpered out as she looked down at her feet.
"What? Why?" I said.
"I just don't feel like we are ready for a relationship. Your always so busy on your and writing songs and...and... She started to cry now.
I wasn't sure how I felt. I wasn't sure this was real. She is always playing jokes. But she was crying. Real tears. She was almost bawling.
"Rachel I'm off tour now. The tour is over. We can spend so much time together now." I said
She just shook her head. "No Nate. This is what's best. Soon you'll be off making a new album and new songs an that means new interview and new tours." She paused for a moment. "And it means you'll be busy again."
"Well what do you want Rachel? That's what I do it's my job. It's what I love!" I said raising my voice a little.
"What I want is for you to delete my number and forget about us. Please." She looked up at me. "Just do it for me."
I was mad. I walked inside with out saying another word. I walked up to my room ignoring jack and Andrew who where asking what happened.
I walked into my room and closed the door behind me and locked it. I throw a pillow if my bed and at a wall. Mixed emotions.
I sat at the end if my bed then layers down and covered myself over my head with the blanket. I cried. I loved Rachel. I thought she loved me. I had only just woken up and already the day was horrible. *buzz buzz*
I got a text. But I ignore it. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just turned off my phone and cried. And cried. And cried.
Jack came to my room and knocked on the door. I guess he talked to Rachel because he said he was sorry about what happened. I ignore him.
(Sorry this one is a bit short! I just wanted to get this scene out. I will try to make next chapter longer!)
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