Through Thick and Thin

Chapter 4

I went to Monroe's house and grabbed my stuff. I just needed to stay for the night. I wrote her a note , and stuck it on the fridge :

Roe,

I left. Thank you, so very much for letting me stay the night at your house. It was a great thing to do. Thanks for calling Ray , and thanks for being my sister. I love you. I have to get a new phone *rolls eyes* Lol. But I'll be sure to call you asap. I'm going to my house , so come and visit me anytime. Love you baby.
xo

- Nancy.

I got in my Chrysler 300 and drove to my apartment. I pulled up and saw Ray's car .. Why the fuck is he here , if it's to apologize , he can just leave.

I opened my front door and he was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.

" .. Yes Ray?" I say walking to the kitchen putting my groceries away.

" I'm sorry Nancy, I shouldn't have been so mean to you , when you were going through shit. I'm a terrible brother. I shouldn't have even left you there like that. I drove 16 hours to come and make sure my baby sister was okay . I do love you Nancy.. you know that right?"

" Ray I don't .. I don't know Ray. I know you love me , I just can't be in this kind of situation , where I was fucking hurt , and I don't want him dead. I can't.. I can't wish that upon ANY body. You left me there like a lost puppy. You turned on me , in a time when I needed you the most. You don't always have to take action Ray. You could've hugged me and let me cry. And be a brother to me. " I sat at the island and cried. He kissed my forehead ,

" I'm sorry baby girl. I gotta go. I love you. and I'll come visit you. Bye Nancy."

" Bye Ray. I love you too. Have a nice drive back home. "

I went to my room and turned on my iPad mini. I started playing music , I have been so damn depressed lately, its ridiculous. I turned on Pandora and listened to Swim Good - Frank Ocean.

That's a pretty big trunk on my Lincoln town car .. Ain't it ?

Big enough to take these broken hearts and put em in it.

Now I'm driving round on the boulevard , trunk bleeding.

Every time the cops pull me over , they don't ever see them.

They never see them

And I got this black suit on.

Rolling around , like I'm ready for a funer-al.

Five more miles till the road runs out.

I'm about to drive in the oceaan.

Imma try to swim from something bigger bigger than me.

Kick off my shoes , and swim good.

And swim good.

Take off this suit , and swim good.

And swim good . x

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