Through Thick and Thin

Chapter 10

Nancy Pov

Couple months have passed and I'm still working at late night. Me and DJ have been hooking up only for sex . I'm like his personal whore . Geez did I really say that...

Nate has been calling me nonstop and so has Ray .. What the hell are they so worried about , they never called me before.

I decided to call Ray first.

" NANCY. WHY THE FUCK AM I HEARING YOU OUT FUCKING RANDOM DUDES AND WORKING AT A STRIP CLUB. "

" If you called to yell at me , this conversation is over. I don't need another set of parents. I'M FUCKING GROWN RAY'VEON. YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. "

" You know what .. You right. I'm done helping ya stubborn ass , when you out bleeding in a ditch remember what you said. "

He hung up and I just sat there and cried..

He expects too much of me. I'm not Little ole Nancy from L.A I'm Nancy Jones from Miami now. Shit changes.

I called Nate back.

" Nancy .. What the fuck you've been M.I.A FOR 2 MONTHS. I HAVEN'T SEEN OR HEARD FROM YOU. YOU COULDVE BEEN DEAD FOR ALL I KNOW. "

" Geez Nate. I'm so fucking tired of getting yelled at like I'm fucking 8. I'm fucking 19. I can do what the fuck I want Nate. I love you thanks for caring. But I got it. " I said as I cried. I'm tired of being treated like a little kid. I'm grown , I can fuck anyone I want.

" Nancy. I want the best for you , I don't want you out here strung out or on the corners of Center street or in a jail cell. I love you Nancy , And I mean it. "

He hung up the phone and I just threw my phone and cried.

I called Monroe , she's the only person I wanna talk to at this moment

" Hey Baby . How you doing. "

" Uhm.. I'm , I'm doing okay. Can you come through.. I need someone to talk to.. "

" Sure thing baby. Give me 10 minutes. "

I walked downstairs after hanging up and turned on the TV watching Love and hip hop Hollywood.

After about 10 minutes into it , the door bell rang.

I opened the door and there was Nate , well thanks Monroe. -_-

" Can I come in Nancy. "

" If you're not gonna yell at me. "

He walked inside after me and closed the door.

" I'm sorry Nancy. I am.. I just didn't wanna see the girl I've known my whole life stripping and fucking random niggas. Its not right Nancy. You're worth more than that.. If you needed help you could've came to me, you know I have connections and could've and still can help. I love you. And I don't want you getting hurt Nancy. "

" Nate , I'm sorry. Really. But I'm not trying to be a bitch. But I do what I want Nate , everyone fails to realize that I'm a grown ass woman. I know you want the best for me , and shit I do too , but that's not how this game is being played , I have to do what I have to do.. I can't always depend on you. What if I needed help and didn't have a job and counted on you and you died or got shot.. I couldn't.. " I broke down and cried on his chest.

" Nate I'm so fucking sorry. I'm a disgrace to my family's name. I'm a fucking whore , its all I'm called. Its all I'm known for. Its not who I want to be Nate . I just needed a job and couldn't find anything else , and Lacee worked there so I got a job. Its just fuck. Nate. I fucking hate myself. I wanna die . I don't wanna live with myself. What if I have children , how the hell am I gonna tell them I was a stripper and a whore , and their uncle hates their fucking mom. I don't have anyone Nate , Everyone fucking hates me. " I put my head down and cried.

" Nancy . " he said.

" Nancy. Look at me . " he said louder.

I put my head up ,

" The person you see right now , is the person who will always fucking love you. No matter what you do. I'm gonna be here now and forever..I love you Nancy. I really do. "

My tears stopped and I wiped my eyes. We stared into each others eyes , until he leaned in for a kiss. I let him this time.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist. He pulled away and looked me in my eyes.

" I love you Nancy Zarae. "

" I love you too Nathaniel Bryant."

He pecked my lips before heading out the door...

Damn I'm a fucking fool for not giving him a chance earlier. I thought to myself.

Maybe it'll be okay after all.

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