Through Thick and Thin

Chapter 14

Nancy Pov

I woke up in a room with bright lights and lying on a cold bed.

I started freaking out , not knowing where I am. I heard the heart monitor machine go off , and doctors rushed in.

" Where.. Where am I? " I said still freaking out.

" Miss Jones. You're at a hospital , you might be a little delusional. But that's fine. Just have some rest. "

They left out after they fixed the machine and I was stable again.

I rolled over and put my knees in my chest and bawled trying to remember what happened a few hours ago, and what would've happened if I wasn't found.

I tried to remember but I couldn't think straight. All I remember was those guys touching all over me and me blacking out.

I got up and unhooked the wires and needles from my arms and chest and got up from the bed. But as soon as I did I felt every bit of pain from my vagina to my thighs and feet. It hurt to even sit straight.

I walked over slowly and went toward the window. I can't live with myself after all this shit happened. I've been raped 3 times, no telling how many more.

I walked over near the window and prayed quietly ,

Dear God ,

If you're listening .. I would like you to forgive me of all of my sins. I'm not someone any one should be proud of being related to. I'm a whore I mean look at me. I don't deserve Nate, and I was a terrible sister to Ray. Monroe's probably embarrassed to say she's my family. I can't take it any more Lord. Please forgive me of my sins and let me be free of this life.

Amen...

I opened the window without making too much of a noise. I lifted my hospital gown , and stood on the window.

I looked down and I was about 40 floors up. I was about to jump when I heard the door open and looked to see Nate with food in his hands ,

" I brought you .. Nancy where are you.. " he looked like over and saw me.

" Nancy what the hell get down. "

" No Nate.. I can't do this anymore. I hate my life. I wasn't meant to be here , I'm nothing but someone's hoe. I can't even trust people anymore. I was taken hostage to be someone's fucking girlfriend and raped by three guys."

" Nancy. I know it's hard on you. I love you Nancy , it will get better I promise. Nancy please come down , I don't know what I'd do if you left me. I need you in my life Nancy. I don't care what the streets have to say about you or me , I have and will put all that behind me to be with you. Please. Come down." he said walking toward me.

" I love you too Nate , I.. I just hope and know there's a girl out there who's perfect for you , without having as much issues as I do. "

I let my foot out and closed my eyes shut waiting for the impact before I felt a grip on my wrist. I looked up and saw Nate holding me.

" Nate Pleeeaaasseee let me go. " I cried.

" I don't know who you think I am , but I am not letting you go. "

He pulled me into the room and took me into his arms as I bawled on his chest. I could hear his heart beating from the adrenaline.

" Thank you Nate. " I said looking him in his eyes.

" I love you Nancy Za'Rae Jones. I would never.. Let you fall."

I walked over to my bed and laid in it uncomfortably crying myself to sleep.

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Nate Pov

I walked out of her room and back into the waiting room.

"Family of Nancy Jones?" The doctor said coming in with lots of papers on the clipboard.

I stood up and waited for the worst..

" She has vaginal tears so she cant have sex for a few days and a little trauma , so she might be a little paranoid and anxious. If it gets out of hand give her these , " he said handing me a bottle of pills , " she needs to stay tonight to heal a bit, but she'll be able to leave tomorrow , just be here and sign the release forms. "

" Thanks doc. " I said before going into her room.

I saw her sleeping in a weird position.

I went into the closet of the room and found a blanket. I sat in the uncomfortable chair and made the best of it , letting sleep take over.

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